.it's a day before new year!.

hi peeps! It's New Year eve~ So, as always i'll put my 2011's resolution here and let's see how many i manage to complete them by this year~ So, here is this year's wishlist~ i'll just copy and paste it here~

WELCOME 2011!! IT'S GOING TO BE MY YEAR!!

1. Increase ibadah and prayer to Allah -UNKNOWN-
2. Mumtaz for Sem 3 and Sem 4! I was gonna write "Jayyid Jiddan" but we should aim higher, right? -FAILED-
3. Lose 5kg! For healthy reason. -SUCCESS-
4. Have an awesome summer break in MALAYSIA! -SUCCESS-
5. Buy an iPad or iPod Touch AND video cam! -SUCCESS for iPod but FAILED for vid cam-
6. Steal iPhone4 from Sis Nonie-who-doesn't-like-touch-screen-mobile-but-insist-to-use-it. -FAILED-
7. Learn Japanese. -FAILED-
8. Meet with any *cough*kpopidol*cough* -SUCCESS-
9. A nice trip to a place that i've never been to. -FAILED-
10. A new Sarah who doesn't sulk easily, humble, smart and unselfish person. -UNKNOWN-
11. WORLD PEACE! wahahahaha!! -UNKNOWN-

4 successes, 4 failed, 4 unknown (cause it's too general and it's not up to me to evaluate those things). Nice lah~ Never thought i could loss 5kg..never loss any single kg in my life before! hoho~ i was such a lazy ass for sure. I'll work harder next year in 2012! 2012's resolutions will be in my next post tonight at 0000! tata~

P/S: currently in my study leave~

.study?volley?.

stress!! i just can't focus on my study if anything else are still bothering me! Fortunately, tomorrow is the last day of volleyball tournament. After several losses in this tournament i actually feel a lil bit relieved. I know i'm weird, i didn't even win a single set at all! not that i'm suck in this sport though~ Adat pertandingan ada menang ada kalah~ acecece~ But we really did a good job cause three of my teammates are very new in this game but they catch up with us fast! *clap!clap!*

study? imma break both legs! i admit that i'm not good with managing time. I can't do something else when i have other thing to be completed with. 20 days to go..if i dont start now, i'm doomed! but a lil bit exhausted today..i was like,"OK! nak tido lepas subuh!" i don't think it's going to happen.. -off to bed-

GO SUGAR RUSH!!

Hi~ been saving money lately but for some reason pitis are just disappearing non-stop. So toyol is what i suspect the most. Friends said it's ok as long as the money are for foods but if u think more deeply, how much can u save if u didn't use the money on food at all!

No Food = Dead Slim = Lots of $money$ 

Lots of Food = Puffy = No money

volleyball tournament = lots of stalls opened = extreme money loss

Iffy issue! But then, there's a lot of things planned for next year summer which a lot of money is needed. Yup.. i'm not going back to Malaysia next year! WAH! I'M SO INDEPENDENT! yeah right.. miss Malaysia so much after some talks in Twitter.

BTW, i havent tell u guys bout my birthday celebration last week, right? Nothing much happened though~ But my sweet sister made me sushi the night before and my sweet housemates cooked lots of dishes~ i didn't tell u but love u girls soo much~ hohoho~ and thanks to those who came during the night~ Iha, Ad, Eifa n Aisyah~♥

.stress.

i'm freakin STRESS! there's a lot of things going on in my mind lately. Seriously. They just came in a whole bunch at the same time and refused to get out by their own without having me to solve each one of them. My friends told me that i think too hard over a small matter which is very true.. i dont know which matter is my top priority n i put the wrong one to the first level which add up my probs. Why do i need to b stressed out with volley thingy? seriously if i think about this deeply..i ain't going nowhere. i'm not going to b a professional volleyballer.. i'm going to be a doctor! why isn't study in my first list? i might be having peptic ulcer if it's going on for such a long time

Such a weird stress. It gets me so hard with the thought that i'm not good with anything. Cause sometimes i have this, "study tak pandai, main volley tak pandai, nk wat kawan tak pandai, masak tak pandai, abis ape je yg ko pandai?". I have this "i want to be good at this and this" but when i failed, it kills me inside. Well, study n volley are not the only stress i have.. lots of other things actually like money, body weight, my dirty room n etc. But then, since i think about these things too much, i forget that i have someone that can help me. Why am i feeling sad when i got Allah to get help from?

.Hello December!.

Did i tell ya how much i love this month? Well, basically it's because of my birthday~ haha! i expect nothing on my birthday~ thank you. But if u insisted on giving me presents, just give me money instead of what u are trying to give me! (am saving money for next year summer trip) Ooookay..that's a joke. Not really

P/S: Something/Someone just keep on getting on my nerves lately..
P/S2: Last night's volleyball practice was sooo freaking intense! Pain all over my body! But still, releasing all of my worries~ ♥ volleyball~

fav drinks in Egypt~

.halo.

hi... i don't know why do i have this blog if i don't update it.. got 32followers only but who cares. i don't search for popularity. By the way, i sat for my midsem exam last monday. it was quite...okay. i still think sem 2's midsem was the hardest because of anatomy overload. It's not that i hate anatomy or whatsoever, it's just because i'm not a "hafal" type of student.. thank God i gradually overcome the problem. Not fully of course. i don't think my brain is adapted enough with remembering facts. Dang, Sarah is so freaking boring...talking bout her study life! duuh.

Last night i went for a girls' night out with my housemates (not really). Lost a lot of money buying things. Shopping in Egypt always make you forget bout the value of money. Some things were too cheap that u will have this idea of buying them all and sell it with a high price in Malaysia. Like bracelets, keychains, rings, socks, chains and etc.(YES! i'm talking bout the High Heal shop infront of Gam3ah near Gala) for like LE3.50 which is RM2.00+ if u converted LE to RM. of course la all those things were fake but worth it. Just becareful, u might come home penniless! just like i was last night.. Sorry..I dun have any pics.. but here are the 3 socks i bought there for LE10.. tata~




P/S: Is there any medical term for a person who have this awkward disorder? Damn awkward everytime i'm in my PBL group..

.Eid Adha Mubarak!.

it's been a long time since i updated my blog. so, who miss me? put your hands up!! ouh..those who like to spam my cbox with ads are putting their hands up..i dun miss them though i'm a lil bit glad there are people out there using the cbox..hoho~

3rd year of celebrating Eid Adha without my family. yay!! i'm proud of you Sarah!*clap,clap* technology nowadays, i've been contacting my family using whatsapp almost everyday! So, i'm not that homesick. Well in fact, i never got homesick before. Haha~ They sent me n my sis lotsa pictures of the holly day n we sent ours. Though i think it wasn't necessary because they will comment how fat i was n how big my mole had become, actually it entertained me a lot. Not that i like hearing those things (sadly, i'm adapted with those words) but it felt like home, seriously. Btw, today is the 4th day of Raya n we still have a lot of open-house invitations. Yeah, i'm concerned with my weight right now. Gotta loose some kilos starting tomorrow.. T_T

here's some photos..i dun really like posting pictures in blog..well..here we go..on a special occasion..

first Raya with my sis..yup, she's a lot shorter than me~

 2nd Raya with Culem~ (letak gamba ummu sbb ummu cun~ haha)

my batch-mates..3rd year medical students of Manchester Program in MansouraUniversity 

Pilih2~ Some are not available~ berhati-hati time pilih

My housemates~ Well, exclude those two arab boys~

Kkeut~  i don't have much pictures on the 3rd n 4th Raya but we took a studio pic on the 3rd~ next time i'll post it here~ tata~

P/S: My iPod's home button is freakin stucked. Mekasih.
P/S2: Am waiting for my sis giving birth to Rayyan this 11.11.11
P/S3: My midsem exam..12 days ahead..oh great..

.heloo.

Hi peeps! i see that my shoutbox is fulled with ads.. it's kinda annoying actually cause i always expected my friends who wrote em to me but it turned out to be some freak ads that want me to click on them. of course some of them just want some visitors to their blogs to earn money. Tcheh.

So, i'm in Egypt now! for like a week since arrival. Did i tell you how's their airport like? No? then i wont tell ya. Always make me mad whenever i go there (Almost peed in my pants). By the way~ About the "30 days" thingy.. i GAVE UP! haha~ thanks to my laziness to do em all in 30 freaking days. So i have this idea to compile every days left to a single post~ haha


Day 9 : A favorite picture of your best friend
none~ there are lots of it in my hard disk n it broke down months ago.. T_T

Day 10: Something you're afraid of
Allah.

Day 11: Favorite tv shows
Lately.. "Gag Concert" hoho~ cant get enough of the kamsahamida segment~ Sure, "2 days and 1 night", "Running Man", "Let's Go Dream Team" and "Strong Heart" <--so hard to find eng sub for the show~


Day 12: Something you don't leave the house without
Purse, Mobile Phone and iPod~ plus all those necessary things like hijab, clothes~ ^^

Day 13: Goals
Lifetime goal.. cherish my mom n dad to the fullest
Career goal..b a cool n successful doctor


Day 14: A picture of you last year - how have you changed?
no no no no~~ *using Mira's voice*


Day 15: Al-Quran verse
 "Verily Allah does not change men’s condition unless they change their inner selves" (Quran 13: 11)
Makes a move dear! Allah helps you!


Day 16: Dream house
a small one is enough as long as the interior design is sophisticated~ hehe


Day 17: Something you're looking forward to
When i have my own business to take care of beside being a doc~


Day 18: Favorite Place to Eat
i found "Black Pepper Beef" at Hot & Roll station is so damn delicious! *drools*


Day 19: Something you miss
my family


Day 20: Nicknames
Montok (by my sis).. Cik Tok (again..by my other sis) Mami Sarah (by my nieces n nephews).. Saroh (by Culem)


Day 21: Favorite Picture of yourself ALL TIME Why?
No no no no~~ *using Mira's voice*


Day 22: What is in your purse?
Money~ Pictures~ Collected cinema's tickets~ B2ST's ticket~ Cards~


Day 23: Favorite movie
Don't really have a favorite.. Well, maybe "Windstruck"? it's my sis' fav movie..


Day 24: Something you've learned
You wont get anything if u were angry over a simple thing..


Day 25: Put your iPod on shuffle, first 10 songs
1. Gemuruh (Faizal Tahir) 2. I Like It (Enrique Iglesias feat. Pitbull) 3. Gemilang (Jaclyn Victor) 4. Shock (BEAST) 5. If It's Love (Train) 6. Leavin' (Jesse McCartney) 7. Breakdown (BEAST) 8. Walkin' (Super Junior) 9.24 (Brian Joo) 10. Melompat Lebih Tinggi (Sheila on 7)

Day 26: Your Dream Weeding
Eerrkk.. seriously never thought of it yet.. This thing make me think i guess.. just a simple one~


Day 27: Original Photo of the city you live in
heh??


Day 28: Something that stresses you out
Love! Kihkihkihkih!!!! No la~ Study i think~ Especially when exam is around da corner.. Wah~ i felt like pulling my hair off! XD


Day 29: 3 Wishes 
Healthier Sarah, Wealthier Sarah, Happier Sarah~


Day 30: a picture of yourself this day and 5 good things that happened since you started the challenge
No no no no~~ *using Mira's voice* to pictures~  Bout the good things happened, cant remember lor~ but still i'm grateful to what was happening to me! ^^


-DONE-

.will be updated when....

WHEN I GO BACK TO EGYPT! wahaha! that's how lazy i am when i'm in my hometown Malaysia~

.Day8: A place i've traveled to.

as in inside the country or out of it? hurmm..outside seems more interesting~ Japan, Korea, China are all the places that i WANNA go~ hahah~ gotcha~ Well, i've been to Indonesia, South Thailand, Saudi Arabia and of course Egypt (please put sarcasm voice while reading the last one). 

It's true that i've been to Saudi Arabia, not because i want to travel around or do umrah/haji but i think i was prisoned there for 6days.. nononono..i'm not a bad girl..i din do any crimes there.. it was during the evacuation days..Yup, running from the Egyptian riot.. Those 6days, i never EVER in my life had those kind of experiences! from Egypt itself.. i've never been in a situation where i was very scared, yeah i did cry once and dang it was pretty embarrassing! My housemates and one alien (sorry ummu~ XD) stayed in one room and slept there for a week..no internet connection, play games, watch Korean dramas, shows n so on.. haha... simply to say.. NO LIFE. haha! Since we have to switch off the lamps at night, it got pretty dark and sometimes we stepped on other's leg during our way to kitchen making some instant noodle~ To think about it, i don't think of it a frightening situation. nothing happen at out area.. We trusted the Arabians who guarded our area each at the end of the roads~

The most interesting part about evacuation was the military aircraft..waaaaa! it may not be a............a quite comfortable experience but still, it was awesome!! XD it was cramped out in there..no seats so everybody was sitting down in a line for two hours on our way to Jeddah. And do not think that it was nice in there.. Noise all over the place not because of the people chatting but because of the plane itself..i put my mp3 in the highest volume but still can hear the noise.. though it's uncomfortable in there, it's tolerable. Everybody's sleeping, ALL of them except for a few persons like me~ hoho~ i was eating what the soldier gave us before with my frens and we were like sharing some of the foods~ i can see the soldiers were staring at us, must be weird i guess~ and poor eqa, she had a severe nausea.. who did not by the way? ^^

So, here's my 6-days-WTHeck-life in Jeddah.. They served us 3 times a day.. The foods came personally to our dorms' door! So, no need too line up or whatsoeva~ erkk.. that's all..imagine how boring our life were.. exam's finished, got no books to read, we were like playing all of those games that we could remember (most of them were adapted from '2Days and 1Night' games). i felt the urge to puke after playing the same freakin game EVERY single day.. no internet la.. when the announcement guy spoke, everybody was listening carefully, so that they wont miss their name being called out to fly back Malaysia.. duuh~ i waited for 6 days laa! imagine how hopeful i was, again, EVERY single day..

okay..this is out of the topic!! the title said "the place i've traveled to"! not some freakin experience at the place you've traveled to!! Sorry readers, all of the memories suddenly came to mind.~ hehe~ Wait, did i ever blog about this before? i'm gonna cekedout for a moment 

-after checking it out-

soooo...i did blog about this but not in detail... here's the chronology... CAUTION: EXCESSIVE BORINGNESS! lalala1 -> lalala2 -> lalala3 -> still am missing Aki.. T_T

P/S: aigoo...lari topik daa~ 

P/S2: i dun care~

.Day7: Favorite Movies.

i don't really have favorite movies.. cause i like almost all of them except m ovies with 18SX or watsoeva.. Well, the latest movie i watched in cinema was Harry Porter 7 part 2.. i havent even watch part 1 yet but still the movie was AWESOME! haha~ the last scene made me laugh though~ it's kinda...............awkward? with his son and so on~ haha!

Well if i had to watch a movie that i already watched, i will say ......................................... no, i can't think of any.. "Jumanji" maybe? or all those horror movies? imma horror-movies-freak! huhu~ anything lah~ XD

there were lot of "dots" in here...

P/S: Return of the Superior!

Day6: A picture of something that makes me happy.

what kind of question it is? asking me to post a picture that makes me happy?? u guys should already known this! PRESENTING!! hohohoho~~

JENG JENG!! 

YOSEOBIE~~ KYAA~

no laa..i'm just kidding..i like to stare at this pic~ my family~ in laws and nieces n nephews~

last year's Eid~

.Day5: song to match my mood.

it varies..hoho~ Since i love listening to BEAST nowadays..so here we go..

happy = "You" by BEAST
sad = "Rainy Days" by BEAST or "Forever Love" by DBSK
mad = "Shut Up" by Simple Plan or "Gives You Hell" by All American Reject

Aigoo..ok..actually..i listen to all of my playlist disregard what mood i'm having! Sometimes i listen to happy song when i'm sad and vice versa. I just love listening to music.. any languages..any genre (except metal rock) and any just ANY songs~

a short one~ hehe~ bye~

P/S: Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Mubarak!! Let's make this year's Ramadhan is the best one!~
TTYL

.Day4: My sweet parents.

so..i took 2 days holiday from updating ma blog

  for no reason actually, i'm just lazy. 

Can't get enough from the real 3 months holidays. 

Hohoho~ 

Day 4 it is.. my parents~

MAMA

She used to be a LIONESS! a human kind of lioness! haha! My siblings were very scared of her like seriously. Do not high up her blood or she'll eat u alive. According to my older sis, she was even more strict than she was during my kid days.. But then.. time passes really quick and all of her 10 cubs grew. she became softer in the inside..now her kids RULE! yeah! The thing is..she is waaay too gentle.. i'm afraid someone will take advantage of her. She's old but still strong. i have seen someone at her age could not even stand because of the stiff joint or whatever cause they might have.. Very determined at something that i myself think it's kind of absurd (?)..

PAPA

not a LION anymore i guess~ but the feel is still there! Haha~ still can joke around him though~ At his age, people say he should rest and let his children do all the work.. anak2 beliau memang pemalas but no..he still do all the work and keep searching for other alternative in business field~ he really like to try new things!

Actually i got loads of thing to express about them.. but for no reason i couldn't convey all of them into writing.. my head hurts some more... sorry pa, i give u only a few lines..hehehe~ btw, i love them both..very much..

P/S: please not a day for siblings..i'll die while typing all 10 of them in this blog..each one of them.. i'll die faster if i had to add my in-laws, nieces n nephews... hohoho~

.Day3: My first love.

O.O <--the first eye expression after i saw the title for day 3..

I NEVER HAD A FREAKIN FIRST LOVE!! 
nonononono..i'm not mad..*liar*


i would never think that i will have one..my first love will be my husband after we marry..
ya Allah...gatai noo~


Should i tell you bout my first crush?? haha! i don't remember which one in the real life (sounds like i got many crushes) but i'll tell you.. here he is!! *drums roll*

WAHAHAHA!!! 
Okay...you guys don't have to pity me...i know i'm such a poor girl who is still living in a such world...
yeah..go on...pity on me...cause i'm about to do the same thing... *sigh*

.Day 2: WhiteLies.

there's no meaning behind my blog's name.. just because my iTunes shuffled to a song named "White Lies" sang by Junsu JYJ while i was looking for a suitable name for this blog.. hhoho~

.Day1: Fiction and Facts.

Okay.. I admit this wasnt my recent pic..This was taken a month ago on a flight from Egypt to Malaysia. I still prefer Oman Air.. AigooMy tudung wasnt doing well right there~ dang, my mole was showing too much! Hehe~

So here's my 15 facts~

1) Proudly present my name, SARAH! haha!

2) i think la..my best feature is my height but the worst is my weight! (love to eat, that's y) Nobody's perfect~ XD

3) GADGETS are my things!! Always trying to save money to buy some latest gadget but cannot mah~ like to korek2 my tabung to buy foods~

4) got a real big family. Big as in big in number not sizes. I'm the only one who is big.. T_T Oh!! My eldest bro is bigger though~ XD

5) Is stepping into the third year of medicine study!

6) blue n black are my favorite colors

7) sports that i play are volleyball n squash

8) i got my own bestfrens during my high school n university~ yahh!! Housemate!! Let's go out la! Miss u girls oledi!! XD

9) current kpop obsession is BEAST! But still loyal to Super Junior! Hehehe!!

10) Am very interested in making my own business recently.. Anything will do but must have a high profit~ thinking to build a books + stationery + cafe + cyber cafe store~ side work other than being a cool doc! Takle blah ayat last..

11) already have driver licence for about 2years but i still cant drive well

12) easily got jealous when i see someone with higher grade than me in terms of academics or when they have something cool that i dun have.. #pengakuanberanimati Yeah, i have that kind of bad attitude..

13) u wont guess me of liking cute things at the first impression~ i dun like barbie dolls kind of thing though~

14) just knew recently that im not dare to ride those fun things in waterpark but not in a theme park.. I rode almost all of em.. Scared of water maybe? Dunno..

15) i seriously dun like to b alone..

Done!! Yay me~ writing this on the way back home from celebrating my dad's birthday at pizza hut~ by the way i'm sick. Waaa!! T_T

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPod Touch

.30-days.

Accidently read my fren's blog about this. Dont want to put her blog's link, she might be famous after that~ So, i think i'll give it a try~ o my God..my life's so freakin boring...T_T

Here's the list:

Day 0 : The 30 Day Challenge Explanation and Description

Day 1 : Introduce, recent picture of yourself, 15 interesting facts

Day 2 : Meaning behind your blog name

Day 3 : Your first love

Day 4 : Your parents

Day 5 : A song to match your mood

Day 6 : A picture of something that makes you happy

Day 7 : Favorite movies

Day 8 : A place you've traveled to

Day 9 : A favorite picture of your best friend

Day 10: Something you're afraid of

Day 11: Favorite tv shows

Day 12: Something you don't leave the house without

Day 13: Goals

Day 14: A picture of you last year - how have you changed?

Day 15: Bible Al-Quran verse

Day 16: Dream house

Day 17: Something you're looking forward to

Day 18: Favorite Place to Eat

Day 19: Something you miss

Day 20: Nicknames

Day 21: Favorite Picture of yourself ALL TIME Why?

Day 22: What is in your purse?

Day 23: Favorite movie

Day 24: Something you've learned

Day 25: Put your iPod on shuffle, first 10 songs

Day 26: Your Dream Weeding

Day 27: Original Photo of the city you live in

Day 28: Something that stresses you out

Day 29: 3 Wishes 

Day 30: a picture of yourself this day and 5 good things that happened since you started the challenge

going to start this a day after tomorrow!! tomorrow i'm going to update bout MTV World Stage!~ XD

.new-face.

my blog looks kinda messy at the sidebar.. my chatbox's missing, and so my facebook and twitter badges.. duh.. i feel lazy at this time and currently singing along "Lazy Song" by Bruno Mars. (He's my fav artist!)

Hurmm..by the way..i'm going back to Kuala Lumpur tomorrow's night~ Feel like not going there..i love being in my hometown..

P/S: i said i'm lazy...so here's my short post...enjoy! ^^






=_="

.Bea Seu Teu.

KYAAA!! I LOVE THEM!! hahaha!! even though we did not have any eye contact but who cares!! hehe~ I'm soo jealous when it came to the games with fans..those lucky fans were soo lucky! Each member with each fan.. Beast didn't talk much with the fans except Yoseob!! They just kept on chatting while waiting for their turn to bowl a plastic bowl. He even fanned the fan with a hand fan! (erk?) WAaa! so jealous maah!!

btw, the last song they sang was "VIU"! I love that song very much!! VERY VERY much! Amal's cam battery was dead..so she suggested to use our iPod instead to record em! When i tried to search for it in my bag..it was GONE!! cuak gile!! i went back to my seat (everybody stood up n went infront) and try to search for it... it was VIU laaa!!! i can't concentrate the song!! i can finally see Yoseob as he went to our area but no i can't! i was on my seat searching for that thing..The song is finished and so was the show.. Amal went to me and actually found it... aigoo... my VIU went away just like that...T_T my other mood destroyer..

After the show, fans with Hi-Five passes can go backstage to hi-five with them..dun have money mah to buy that pass.. All of the fans without the passes just peeped at one side at the corner including me. Can see Yoseob and Dongwoon only~ heheeh~ After they finished with the hi-five session they rode a golf-cart (huh?) to the hotel which was exactly behind us.. The fans were actually chasing them. Not me of course..duuh..

here's the pic~

 alololo ^

unsatisfied.. need to see them closer..aigoo..

.nice-day-but-it-kind-of-rained-in-the-middle.

it's already 2nd July..so happy belated birthday Leeteuk-ssi...aigoo..no mood laa...

I just got back from BEAST fanmeeting in Sunway Lagoon.. Well, u must be weird why i got this weird mood when a good thing was happening to me.. Well here's the story, i started my day way off early which was at 9AM (hey! that's quite early for me who is a night person). I was very excited! and began my journey to Sunway Pyramid at 12noon with my sis. It was a long trip but tolerable~ The first thing i did there was buying for my sis' ticket..she got the last row of the same zone with me. It's kind of full at that time.

Here come the mood destroyer.. i can't find the entrance for my zone.. we walked and walked and walked and when we found the venue, my ticket and my friends' ticket weren't there yet! Whoaa! How cool is that??? T_T..Well, can't blame the one who held my tic. She's busy herself.. But yeah..i was late..the show had started and Beast were singing their first song, "Special".

By the time i reached seat, the song was over n surprisingly my seat was taken!!! here come another one.. why is he taking my freakin seat??? When i asked em to move, he was like, "my seat was taken too. the other end of the row doesn't want to move either". I was running to the venue for God sake! My leg were shaking because i didn't eat my dinner yet (even now..n i wasn't planning to)! I went to a stuff and complained that my seat was taken. Thanks to him, he shooed them to the other end and i finally got to sit. Beast were talking to the host. (Eyes always on Yoseob~ Hehe) Yosoeb was very funny! seriously! he talked too much!! (i'll talk bout this later~ XD)

Now, it's time for the lucky draw to take place. Yeah.. i know i'm an unlucky person.. Never got chosen for this kind of thing.. But what i feel depressed about was.. I didnt even fill out that damn lucky draw form!!!!! blame the organizer!! cheh!! even my seat was more to the left.. and i can't really see them.. really..

Ok..next! Someone infront of me was blocking my view!

Next, merchandises were sold out!

Next, my most mood destroyer.. on the way back.. It was already late actually. 11.00PM.. waiting for bus..it didn't come..waiting for taxi, thank God, it came..went to Kelana Jaya LRT station.. DEM IT CLOSED!!!! i din know how to go back anymore..But look! Taxi!! there's hope!! i rode the taxi.. reluctantly but i got no choice.. here we goooo... the best thing of my life...(tgn kat dada mata ke atas).. THAT FREAKIN TAXI DRIVER DOESN'T KNOW WHERE I'M HEADING TO!!! YAH!! I DON'T FREAKIN KNOW KUALA LUMPUR!!! AND DO YOU HAVE TO BE THAT SARCASTIC FOR ME BEING HOME LATE??? AND YOU ARE SO CEKIK DARAH AH!! BLOOD SUCKER!! Midnight charge konon!! yeah!! i know bout that freakin midnight charge! but double? When i asked, "is every taxi will charge double after midnight?" WHY THE HELL WERE YOU KEEPING YOUR FREAKIN MOUTH SHUT???!!! LIAR!!!! THE MOST TAXI FARE I'VE EVER GIVEN!! @#$%^$#$%^&*!!!! I'm not being a racist but if u keep doing this, i'm going to give a bad, really bad one, impression to ur race.. habis sume mood happy lepas jumpe BEAST! I never have been this rude to a taxi driver before.Seriously. I gave the most annoying face to him.. i kind of scolded him for being a bad taxi driver for not knowing the route.. i was hoping that my sis would back me up but she just stayed silent till the end except for a few words..I DON'T WANT TO MEET HIM EVER AGAIN!! well, he said sorry after that.. though it's kinda unforgivable..i'll try...*sigh*

One thing for sure..i won't go back home during midnight using taxi... even taxi in Egypt are nicer.. they just cekik darah one or two genih..even at the midnight!! Baka!!

P/S: Photos after this okay~ need to relieve some madness..~
P/S: by the way.. sorry Amal i borrowed ur name when that taxi driver asked mine~ hehehe~

.next day.

Wahh!! i'm going back to my country TOMORROW! i'm soooooo freakin excited!~ KYAAAA~ ermm..okay i was exaggerating a lil bit.. i'm not that excited actually.. my whole family is not there when i touch down Malaysia.. They went to Saudi Arabia to do 'umrah'.. So, i have to go back home by myself..which is kinda troublesome (blaming why my sis, Aisyah, can't drive even though she have licence).

I went shopping with my friends to Alexandria (again)~ Well, it was quite fun though i think i didnt have much time shopping~ ngeee~ And we watched Kungfu Panda 2 3D at cinema~ Yoseob had tweeted about him going to watch this movie and he gave a good review. So i thought, i wanted to give it a try! Good for me, i slept through out the movie! yay me~ T_T

-kkeut-

.Malaysia.

Have i told you that i've finished my final exam? And i dun feel too excited and too sad~ but i'm very excited to go back Malaysia~~ XD

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.hi.

Hi! I'm in my final exam week! So nervous! i hate exam! Yesterday was MCQ. Well, as always lots of bullet had been used to shoot th question paper! Hoho! But thankfully i can answer some of da questions confidently! 200 multiple choice questions! Just imagine how tire my brain was after it finished! It was the worst thing happen to me.. Well. Nobody knows how it felt.. I'll just keep it to myself~ hoho! So, day after tomorrow is mu second day of final exam! Short essay questions!! The paper that i dun like the most! I'm going to vomit for real if i cant answer em all!!

Ok.. I dun wanna talk about it. My adrenaline just rushed out and urge me to study!! Dem.. Gotta go! TTYL~

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.silly.

i've been reading my old post for the last one hour! it's kinda weird actually.. I wrote that! but it seems like somebody else wrote them all. Myself during 2009! Haha! this is the beauty of writing a blog i guess. The posts are still there for u to read them again.. And the comments! Someone that i didn't know at all commented on my post like this one --> click here! He/She said i had the credibility to be an engineer or a mathematician! But look! i'm walking to the doctor's path! Haha! i don't have any regret on that...yet~ To xeraxiah u said u wanted to be a linguistic pro! Did u even remember writing that to me? XD

And then i had this friend..i never had a chance to meet her though but we knew each other through a forum during my obsession of DBSK~ Her name is Cammie. Well we lost contact with each other and i never visited the forum ever again after that.. i dun even remember the forum's name! haha. She once commented on my blog  but i never knew it until just now! wow..! It brings back all the memories during DBSK's days! seriously.. like how we were chatting in the chatbox with others! Then i stopped going to the site and converted to be an ELF! hahaha!!

I was once in dilemma whether going to Matrik Pahang or UIA or Egypt.. i was going through a lot of tough days deciding which way do i want to choose. Which way do i really want for my future. After going through a lot of thinking with the help of my family and friends i chose the path where i am now. Egypt! I found this in one of the old posts i read..it kind of inspire me a lil bit..

"I'm going to pursue my study in medicine which is hard to get a place in Malaysia especially when you get grade B for you Biology... Actually, i decided to take engineering but then i just know that how much my dad wants his children to be a doctor. He'll do anything just to make sure that his daughter will get a place in medic. Then, i was like... I WON'T let my parents down! I WILL study my very hard and be a doctor someday!! My promise to papa n mama! Love you!~"

My-18-years-old-self was CUTE! haha! Saying all that stuff in blog~ well, I was very sorry too my dad for sponsoring me to go here but now that i already got my loan from MARA, the burden got lesser but it's still there..the feel is there..i can still feel it everytime i ask my parents for money. Haha~

Another long post~ Well, i can't just accumulate everything in my head to be written after the examination, right? It needs to be poured out! Or else my head would be blown away! Haha! Bye!

NARUTOO!! I WILL WATCH YOU AFTER MY FINAL EXAM DATTEBAYONG!!~

P/S: Ouh btw, i used to have 2 persons who like to comment on my post! i guess they were too busy~ haha!
P/S2: Hiatus mode switched ON!!

.calendar.

hoho~ i've done this before~ My plan after i finished sitting for my final exam~

i'm going back to MALAYSIA this 29th JUNE 2011!! FOR SURE!! well..need to study hard for that...*sigh* Medicine is hard but yet interesting...

1ST JULY 2011!! hehehe~ i can't seriously wait! dem! i keep on thinking of "the day"! i can't focus!! T_T

2ND JULY 2011!! Home sweet home!~ will b loitering around Kuala Lumpur THEN i go back to my home..haha~ naughty naughty~ my parents already gave the permission though~

KKEUT! ^^

.SEOUL SUMMER SALE 2011.

Hello!

Weird thing. What the heck is "SEOUL SUMMER SALE 2011" on the title post? Am I going to South Korea to shop? Haha! I WOULD LOVE TO!! Seriously i am! But unfortunately..nope. I (recently) love shopping very much. All thanks to my friend who had injected me with some shopping-virus after a trip to Alexandria, Egypt! Back to our topic! There will be SALES going on in Seoul, South Korea from June 24th until July 31st! Yay!! *round applause and throws confetti* I really hope that i can go there shopping!

SO! I've encountered with this website through my friends --> http://www.seoulsale.com/event/ ! Click! and you'll be surprised! haha~ First! BE SURPRISED of the header's picture! yeah!! It's Super Junior! THE Super Junior! They become the ambassador to this event which excites me more! Well, you know how much i love them~ >.< Secondly, the special event that is made for us! "Write down the top recommendation for a must buy in Seoul". An answer just popped out from my mind. That is "GINSENG"! Hahaha! I know, it's kind of old-lady's-answer but what can i do? I'm a medical student and Ginseng is very good for your health! And from what i know South Korea is one of many countries that produces a very good quality of ginseng! You can even auction the best grades of ginseng for millions dolars!

A show called "2 Days and 1 Night" from KBSWorld channel really make me wanna go there even more. I'm very attracted to their foods actually! They looked delicious! Though i can't eat some of the foods i really wanna try it! Seafoods mostly! But i don't think there's seafoods shop in Seoul particularly. I LOVE FOOOOODS!

Next things i wanna buy is animal costume pajama! *sings Pajama Party by Super Junior* Koreans really like to wear that don't they? There's not many animal pajama that is sold here in Malaysia. i don't even know where they sell it.. Like this one~

captured from "Baby and Me". It's not full but u got the idea right? ^^

I saw this kind of pajama a lot in Korean movies or dramas. And it looks CUTE!! i wanna give to each of my family members~ Hehee~ And last but not least, accessories and key chains as souvenirs to my friends~ I heard they are cheap there~ XD

Err...that's quite a long post! I have my final examination coming! I must pass this thing or else i can't go back to Malaysia! Egypt is so hot..i'm going to be burnt down here during 3months of summer holiday..bye~ need to study some more~

P/S: join the contest in the link provided above! who knows you might be the lucky one!~ *wink*

.study-week?study-leave?.

which one is correct? study week or study leave? whatever it is, yesterday was the first day of my study leave~ YAY! no more lectures and no more practicals! but still need to study all by myself.. well, study group is not my thang.. i will end up building a castle in the air~ (ecece..idiom tuh~) So, my aim..one day one case! but since i skipped a day because of my monthly illness, i need to struggle a lil bit. though i dun really see which part of me had struggle to reach the aim! hehehe~

gtg~

p/s: weird things happened in my house! takuut! T_T

,social-network.

Recently..i open up facebook and twitter a lot! yeah..seems like i'm addicted to them.. facebook is a place for me to catch up my studies, stalk my present or old friends and where i can chit-chatting with my family~ Well, to be honest, i think facebook is a place where most of the rumours start! you can see alot of people fight! haha! i dun fight but i love to see them bickering among themselves. XD. okay..it's not a good thing to do. -_-" But sometimes we can see who's the bad guy and who's the good guy in there. errkk...what's da point to see all that?

Ok...next is Twitter! yeah!~ the reason why i love Twitter so much is that i can read some nice, shocking quotes or facts! and most of all, i can follow my favorite celebrities (Kpop mostly) and pour all of my heart content into words and post it in the twitter~ hoho! i know it's kind of embarrassing! but who cares! ^^

chow chin chow! got tons of knowledge paper to revise! haha! wth is knowledge paper? XD

.here.

Hello!~


you missed me right?!! i know you were! NOT! hahha~ So..what triggers me to click that "new post" button eventhough i have only 18days before my final? i'm supposed to be studying right now.. My sis posted an entry about ".What I Heard Egyptian Talked about me." in her blog. Well, she kind of copied the title from her friend. Hoho~ Click to my sis' and click to her friend's. You can read em if u're interested~ Her friend is currently studying in Korea. KOREA! yeah! it's enviable they can speak AND understand Korean. 


Sometimes i thought, when can i be like them? Interact with foreigner with their language. Wait..we ARE the foreigner! haha~ In my situation.. i still can't catch up what Egyptians are saying.. it's kinda embarrassing.. Once, a taxi driver asked us how many years we have been studying here. And we told him, two years. And he started to ask a lot more questions which was not understandable. Since we keep saying, "Mush faheem ayyu hagah" (I can't understand at all), he said we should be cause 2 years is long enough to be good at Arabic.. aku terkesima *sigh* i need someone to be my personal tutor in teaching me Arabic! Ammiah especially..


So, what did i do to learn Arabic? Well, simple! i listened to KOREAN songs! Watch KOREAN dramas! and stalk KOREAN artists in Twitter! -_-"! Dem..i'm screwed..my clinical years is sooo coming.. Sometimes i'm jealous to those who are studying in Korea.. but sometimes, Egypt is just better..BUT still can't lose to my beloved cute country Malaysia! Can't wait to go home! 30th JUNE! YEAH!! balik lagi~


To talk bout Egyptian..they are very very very (take that! i give you 3 very's') nice people! Especially most of the doctors here in my university! They won't get mad at us if we didn't understand their lecture.. They just kept repeating and repeating until we said "YES"! And they like it when Malaysians come to their rooms to ask questions. As many as you want. Even some stupid questions. They just answer them all professionally. it's a sad thing that i rarely ask em questions.. Other than the doctors...i think i have to keep it to myself.. remember that not all Egyptians are nice..~


*STUDY MODE SWITCHED ON!* NOBODY CAN STOP ME!!! I AIM FOR MUMTAZ!!

.hiatus.

dear all,

my final exam is just around the corner. around the university's corner at the third floor in the big room! hohoho! So, here i am trying to clarify that i haven't start revising anything yet. i was watching a lot How I Met Your Mother series and sing out loud in my own room without any intention to revise..

okay..updating blog is kinda boring! *run off*

P/S; i seriously hate don't like people taking my precious things into their own room.. hoho

.aloha.

wah! it's been awhile since i updated this blog~ nobody's waiting though so i guess it's ok to postpone~ hahaha! Btw, yesterday was a family day for students studying Medicine in Mansoura University. Me and my housemates took part in Explorace. We were asked to register at 8.00AM and it's very rare for me to wake up at that particular time. So, to be short, we were kinda late and suddenly our mood to play vanished just like that because of some ignorant people. But we were raised to forgive and forget and it turned out to be a very exciting event! Had a great moment with them. A very nice one.

takde mood plak..bye~

*currently listening to Kim SooHyun's Dreaming*

.shopshop.

Hoho.. I've wasted a lot of money during my trip to Alexandria. Next time, i need to calculate everything before and after i went shopping. I didnt even look at clothes before! Like seriously! Everything was bought by my one and only mom. Haih.. Friends influence is hard to resist. Mom is a shopaholic and to be frank the trait doesnt come down to me. Mom likes to buy things for her children and house. And cats. She rarely buy something for herself. such a great mom doesnt she? I feel like buying her something. Something like jubah is watsoeva. She must be sad when i didnt buy anything when i when back to Malaysia last year. Well, except for pistachio and some habatu saudaq that she ordered. This year, i MUST buy something for her!! Wahahaha!

P/S: may content lot of misspelled words!it's not easy to type using ipod~

.confession.

when we talk about confession, it's either someone is confessing their love or confessing their guilt. But here i am confessing my confession that will not completely confessed! Oh! INFINITE is playing on the background! Haha~ i remember last time when i posted something bout my displeased of someone (it's really really long ago) in my blog and it turned out that, "that" someone is !@#$%^&*(*&%#@#$%^*()*^$#@#$& Sorry bout this, my madness suddenly came out of nowhere.. So, it turned out "that" someone read my blog and asked me who was i talking about in my blog! hahaha! and i was like, "err...it's not you for sure..it's someone else! someone you know!" and i told a story bout someone else~ it wasn't a lie though, the story~ XD My blog supposed to be a place for me to throw up everything what's going on my mind. Well, i guess not~ it's public!! ^^i'm not trying to be an emo or whatsoeva but it all comes just like that! Blame the hormones! hoho~ so..the conclusion is, i can be mad and all but i can't write bout it~ Exactly like now. Still, i can tell that i'm in rage. The reasons can't be told because someone's going to be sad of what i will write~

What da hell is that? is that a so-called confession? hahah~ whateva~ i can't just sit around and keep everything inside. Need to study some more~ and now..i think i'm relieved~ thannks for reading my sh*t internal thoughts~ バカ!~

P/S: please pray for my midsem exam (26/4) and my final (15,18,20/4) to be a success!

.old-one.

when i was a lil bit loss and everything seems to walk away from me..i put my iTunes in shuffle and this song was played...lyrics:


This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know

Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no more

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on

What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?

yup! it's from Good Charlotte!~ Love the band~ hohoho! miss Simple Plan, All American Rejects, Fall Out Boys, MCR and etc~

.blogpress.

I used this thing on my ipod after the recommendation from my sis. It's kinda easy but ipod's keyboard is hard to type in.. I tend to make a lot of typo. Hehe~

Today is the first day of my study leave~ please pray for my success!! Yeah!!

During the last lecture.. I made this but got thrown away by my friend, Amal. She said it was useless thing to make... *sigh* after all the hardwork i took to make it....


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.the-chase.

from the tittle itself, yeah...i got chased! haha~ it's quite funny actually but i dun think reading this post will make you laugh but seriously, my jaw hurts from laughing!

The night when i had squash with ma sis. I had a date with ma housemates at a kind-of-popular-Egyptian-restaurant-between-Malaysians. So, after i played squash, i went to my sis house before going to the meet. watched "Maharaja Lawak" and i think Jozan was the funniest! The weather is freakin' hot even at night. To shortened the story, we had our supper and was on the way going back home. Then, a group of malay girls come running to our direction and we were wondering why. Then, it appears that an Egyptian boy is chasing them. We acted cool. It's just a boy. We could just smack him with my squash racket if he approached us. well, he stopped chasing the girls and stared at us. And we were like..."eerrr...let's cross the road..the boy looks kinda scary". After we crossed it, i tried to scared him with my racket, wave it like a cowboy sending him a msg, "i have this thing and if u came after us, i'm so going to smack you down!!" i think he didn't get the msg cause he came toward us RUNNING! A friend of mine, Miss A, started to run first and stimulated me and Miss M to sprint! Miss A was like cursing all the way during the run,"SH*T! SH*T!!" and i was like laughing since i found it FUNNY! hahah! it's not scary at the moment and all i did was laugh!  I don't know what Miss M was doing since she's already at the front. Miss A grabbed my squash racket to scared the boy away but he's already gone! All we did on the way back home were laughing and talked bout it all night! haha!

btw, Miss M has a black belt in taekwondo~

P/S: HOTNESS OVERLOAD!!! the weather i mean. Not some hot korean guys or watsoeva~
P/S: i HAVE to excel my midsem and final exam to go back Malaysia!! I HAVE TO!!! or else i'm going to be a roasted chicken if i stayed here..

*currently listening to Brian Joo's It's Over Now (English version)

.changes.

you can't expect people will change according to your likeness.. they might change from good to bad and you have to deal with it..because you know they won't accept your advice since not all people can actually listen to it and bear it in mind so they won't repeat the same damn thing. They do it everyday without even realizing that what they did was an absolute wrong. No one try to tell them. Worrying that it will break their hearts and the bond is automatically broken. Something is going through their mind mingling bout the hatred and disgust. But they just keep it quiet..though it shows vividly on their face..and take the poor one for granted. Have they ever recite the word 'thanks'? Just an appreciation for the time that have been wasted to something unnecessary. And for the simplicity that the poor had given to them? Shame! Disgrace! They are not the only living thing in this world but they act like one. They think they know everything and boast bout it everywhere. Humble..modest are not in their vocabulary. They are the best of the best! Stupid people who will only believe it..

P/S: "they" doesn't meant plural and "the poor" doesn't mean singular
-end-

.dominoes.

whoah....less than 2weeks then i'm going to sit for my midsem exam! how cool is that!! NOT! seriously..i need to stop doing some 'useless' things like surfing the internet and playing iPod games till 2AM (omo!! 2AM~)! They're not worth it. Every hours i spent on them.. but still they are SOO addicting! *sigh* Sometimes i think, if i didn't have this craziness about kPop, all of these things won't happen. but once again..they are SOO addicting! i need to limit my entertainment part. though i've done that and it failed, i need to work harder..no matter what!
START FROM THIS SECONDS!!!  i dun want to fall like dominoes..they keep falling and never wake up..i wanna be a domino that sticks to the floor by the strongest glue in the world with a lot of protective layers surrounding me!-runs off-

*currently listening to "Domino" by Brian Joo

V.I.U

i'm not freaking desperate!!

hai hai~ Last night was volleyball time~ And as always, i had a great time! It was a very nice moment even i'm not close with the team members. i've tried to be close with them!! but what can i do! i'm so freaking timid!! go to hell shyness!! i hate you!! well, i'm a person who don't talk much. So, i'll be just the way i am~ but at the same time, trying to improve my personality~ haha! sounds like it's easy to work on~ Btw, i have squash this evening~ yay! not a good player and it's my second time playing this sort of sport! that's why~ Am not playing it to become a pro or whatsoever. Just to have fun. Haha~ *hungry* 2 sports! and i was thinking to play another one -Swimming! i'm not an athlete! i'm a doctor! i came here to study medicine not sports! so, i had to forget the other one~ heee~ the paying is kinda expensive too~ and the schedule is not fit in with mine~  So bye bye~ XD  *went to the kitchen and eat some of the leftover meatball soup*

Where was i? oh! sports! i dun wanna talk bout that~ so, TTYL~

P/S: midsem exam is approaching!
*currently listening to VIU from B2ST

.think.

it's kinda weird for me to sit down at the study desk, one hand on the forehead, and the other one on the desk knocking for several times and think, "why am i so damn lazy to study?" But yet, all the thinking went away and the laziness returned!

*currently listening to Cee Lo - Forget You

.so-malas-huh-updating-blog.

hi everybody~ so, as u all know and don't know, some places in Egypt had minor earthquakes due to earthquake in Greece. Can't feel it in Mansoura though.. yeah.. "Kiamat" is getting nearer i guess.. and it scared a hell out of me.. signs of the end of the world - 3 earthquakes, one at east, one at west and another one is at land of Arab. It's like all of the 3 earthquakes already happened..Japan, New Zealand and Egypt (it's not that big, so i think it's coming again).

Dem..i can't wrote any serious thing.. that's why i stroke em all out! Well, i really got scared of all things happened but yet i'm still ....you know...i'm exactly the way i am. i can't change the bad things about myself. The changing period itself is kinda a torture. eventually, i got sick of it and keep being my old self. An arrogant self..a stupid one. Earthquakes, natural disasters, supposed to aware any living things in this world that their life is getting shorter. But i guess not. They do all the same malicious things they did before. Another sign of  "Kiamat". I'm certainly sure that i'm not 100% ready for it to come. i can't even imagine the exact terrible things to happened during the day. But the only thing i know is it's going to be VERY horrible. My family, are we going to be together on the day?

I believed it's going to happened someday. i don't know the real date but it will happen soon. That doesn't mean you can stop all the works you are doing and wait. Keep on going and run for your dreams! *wink*

P/S: i've been lazy nowadays..need to cover all 5 cases before the midsem! no study week and it sucks! i'll start tomorrow ASAP!
P/S2: no more night snacks like maggi! my bone cells are degenerating! stupid MSG! Am going to exercise once every two days using skipping rope~ hee~

*listening to U-Kiss' "0330"

.niji.

niji is rainbow in Japanese. it was sung by Aqua Timez as an OST for Gokusen. can't remember which one but yeah, i like the meaning behind this song. it tells us to keep running to achieve our own dreams. だいじおうぶ　だよ。。みあげれば　もう。。ぼくら　を　はしらせるんだ！

English translation:
It's alright, if you look up it's already there
It's alright, look, it's a rainbow bridge
We can finally laugh beneath the same sky

When I retie my shoelaces, the wind presses at our backs
Let's draw out the continuation to that dream, beyond the light that the sky spills down
The left part of my chest pounds fast, expectations and anxiety beating out my pulse
I wonder if it will really be alright? I wonder if we'll be able to overcome everything?

It's alright, if you look up it's already there
It's alright, look, it's a rainbow bridge
When you stop crying, it spans the sky
Hey, you can see it right? Way over there
I can see it too, just the same as you
Our two skies will now become one
We can finally laugh beneath the same sky

We were born with our own separate skies, skies that project our memories
You have your own story, and tears that I know nothing of
You may have been trying when I laughed
There are happiness's that are similar, but there's definitely no sadness's that are alike

Adding a border to the future with "a promise", I decorate with words
You certainly were wanting a certain tomorrow more than anyone else

Like one of the changing seasons
Sad times remain sad
Don't hurry happiness along
It's alright, I'm right here
It's alright, I'm not going anywhere
When I start running again, I'll be with you

"Will that bridge span out in a world without tears?"
Graffiti carved into a wall really resembled someone's writing
Keeping sadness at a distance, you tried to it with a bridge
But now I throw aside my umbrella and close my eyes

It's alright

It's alright, if you look up it's already there
It's alright, look, it's a rainbow bridge
In the sky of you, who is done crying
Hey, you can see it right? In such vivid colors
I can see it too, just the same as you
A rainbow called "a bond" has spanned across the sky
And
Our two skies will finally, finally become one
And make us run again


P/S: my studies are getting harder...i need to study everyday so that i will remember everything permanently. Well, of course, that's not me! i just have to push myself harder! 
P/S: am gaining weight!! damn....i hate this dem extra useless fat!
P/S: May Allah bless you..

.rain.

not that superstar heart-throb BI RAIN~ it's rain! as in water/liquid that falls from the sky~ yup, it's raining today..just when i thought summer's coming..rain fell down..i wore one layer of cloth during the class (since i thought it would be sunny)... aish...i hate to write a long post...so, THE CONCLUSION is.....it's very COLD and my clothes that i just washed yesterday are ALL wet!!! tata~

.so-rajin-huh-updating-blog.

HI!! again.. hehe~ So..today was................great? XD! My new classmates were quite active this morning!~ i like the fact that we actually DISCUSS among ourselves bout the medic thingy without much help from the doctor (well, he always there to help us)~ everything's going to be great during that period as long as they don't ask me questions~ The thing is, i think my English is not good...is not good enough compared to others. I can read, i can write but i can't speak spontaneously. while speaking in English, thousands of English words are lingering in my mind.. which words should i use? is my grammar right? what if they don't understand wat i'm saying? And i will end up to be some kind of girl who tends to talk gibberish English. I'm a shy girl in nature. i don't talk to people who i'm not close to and i had a lot of awkward moments before. BUT i seriously wanna change myself to a better person this year. A more confidence person. And it takes a lot of thinking. Last but not least, i don't really like talking bout myself in this blog. So, i'm gonna stop all of these nonsense right here! KKEUT! XD!

*currently listening to AJ - Dancing Shoes~ an old song before Gikwang joined BEAST~

.class-had-started.

yay~ class has started! errkk...is that a sarcasm? heheh~ Seniors said Sem 4 is going to be a hellish sem.. Well, i  totally agreed to that statement! Even for the first week, my head was spinning like crazy watching all those complicated things! Too many things to remember! but yet very interesting!~ Look at the brain! Whoa! from a tiny tube it can grow HUGE together with its friend so called the spinal cord~ and the mysterious nerve cells! it works beautifully with the electricity element! ok..stop! i don't know what else to write..hehe..

So last night (Malaysia time), SuShow3 was held in Bukit Jalil Stadium. You don't know how envious i was towards every ELFs who went there! i got excited just by reading the tweets from them! (yeah..i was updated via twitter..so wat) The boys were sure naughty and hyperactive! (based on the fancams~) I dunno if it's true or not but i read somewhere Donghae, Sungmin, Kyunhyun and etc. kinda liked a girl during the concert. They continuously looked at the girl and i was informed that the girls was quite a beauty.. eerrkk...that was...what should i say...lucky? or did i got my face spit on? hehe~ let say the story IS true...dem i wanna be that girl..but i'm not that beautiful to be her~ i'm cute though~ BTW! i was in Egypt on BOTH SuShow2 and Sushow3 in Malaysia! (there's not SuShow1 fyi) because of this reason, i got really frustrated..in 100% agony mode.. i really hope that i'll be able to go to SuShow4! though there's high possibility that my bias Leeteuk isn't going to be there..well i got my second bias too~ hehehe~


P/S: I hope earth will get healthier...

*currently listening to "Before u Go" by DBSK

.SS3.

i know..i know...my previous post was like about how sad i was watching at the news, videos and etc bout tsunami at Japan and other countries... BUT I CAN'T HIDE MY FEELINGS BOUT SS3!! why...why...why must they come to Malaysia when i'm not even there? both SS2 and SS3! it broke my heart to pieces.. *cries while rolling*

.hai.

it's sad to see some natural disasters occur in some countries.. i really hope my Malaysia won't be affected by these things. What we have to do is pray to Allah that everything's gonna be alright.. Condolence to those who had lost their family members.. it must be hard for them right now.. Japan.. i always love that country despite the history during World War 2 when they conquered Tanah Melayu once. There must be a reason behind of what is happening right now.

P/S: Kiamat dah nak dekat...

.back.

i'm back to Al-Mansurah, Egypt for about a week now.. Class has been postponed (again) to 12th March.. big sigh.. if i knew it earlier, right now, i should have been in Malaysia instead of here.. so, i had jailbroken my iPod~ yay! too many games i've downloaded and now i'm anxious.. scared that i might not study because of too much entertainment. hoho~

p/s: whose kittens are those?? 5 of them.. period of stay -> 6days~ we named them as Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu, Yunho and Changmin because there are 5 of them with 3 whites (JYJ) and 2 browns (HoMin)~ hehehe~
Kawaiiii~~ (>.<)

.anywho.

hi all~ hehe~ it's good to be home! really! *look at the clock* have 20mins only before i'm off watching tv~ i'm not bragging or wat..but yeah... i GOT MY iPOD TOUCH! yeeehaaaa! exactly two days after my arrival my two sis bought me one~ hehe! But the thing is i don't know how to jailbreak my ipod...so..every apps in my "Poddie" (yup, i gave it a name) are free. I'll do it myself for sure after this! not now...in the near future~

short post from me..ngeee~

.sweethomesugar.

oh yeah~ i'm back to Malaysia!~ *clap2* got this mixed feeling..like.. why do i have to be here when it's the time the new sem starts?.. what happened if my summer break's shortened to one month only?.. i'm going to see my family, YAY!.. i'm soo going to buy iPod Touch.. my favorite food! dem i miss em so much!.. i should start studying, sem 4 is going to be hard.. bla bla bla. After all, i need to appreciate my time in Malaysia. Use em wisely. This opportunity never come often.. Gov sponsored everything on me and i gotta show them that their decision is certainly right!

P/S: my nieces are growing up to be modern kids! my 5 years old niece even taught me how to play her dad's iPod Touch~ ahahaha~
P/S2: jet lag? dun think so..
P/S3: still missing Aki

.going.

it's the time...
one hour left...
then i'm off to Alexandria to fetch a plane to Jeddah...
hope to see you again El-Mansoura El-Daqahliah, Misr...

P/S: i'm sorry Aki..we have to leave you outside... T_T never thought we have to be apart this early..

my cute little kitty..u were so scared at the first time u step on this house..

but look! u can even sleep soundly...

and ask for food and some blankets during winter...

i love u and always do...

i hope i can find you after i get back here...T_T

♥

.cool.

it's decided...i'm going back to Malaysia...
less than 8 hours i will go to Alexandria and ride an airplane heading to Jeddah
wish me safe~ hehehe~

.big-sigh.

truthfully, i dun wanna go back to Malaysia..
it's not that i dun miss my family or whatsoeva
and also it's not that i'm brave enough to stay here (it's still hellish scary out there)
but all i think about is my study...
i dun want to extend my studies for sure... even a month or two
another reason is...i dun want my summer break to be cut short...
already plan a lot during my 3months holiday!
people loves vacation! and sure i do too! but...but...
not now.......not my winter break....winter break is  meant to be short
and that's why i din go back to my country! only in summer!
SUMMER IS SUPER HOT around here!
"Well, why don't you go back both in winter and summer?"
As if  my dad got alot of money!
but hey..why do i feel that things are getting worse in Egypt?
i can't predict things but that's what i see after reading news-that-is-not-100%-correct
i'm in dilemma..
should i just stay in Jeddah until everything settled down? or
should i just go back to Malaysia and be with ma family?

to be continued after i make my decision!

.riot.

HELPP!!
for those who didn't know.. i'm in Egypt.. and yes.. i'm scared.. not really actually.. hehe~
cause i'm not living in Cairo.. where there's the worst riot..
but still every night, we have to switch off the lights and went blind...
last two nights.. was hella scary.. i heard a woman and a child screamed..
then a call came, telling us that a house was burnt...gilak ah...
so..we were like....waiting for "rescue team" from Malaysia to get here..
i wonder whether i can go back here in Egypt after this....

T_T

.alex-trip.

ola everybodi~ i just got back from Alexandria at 2.15AM and now 3.00AM, i'm writing in this blog~ Why? Because i dun wanna sleep (though i feel sleepy like hell) so that i won't miss my Subuh prayer~ It'll be hard to wake up if u're this tired. It was quite fun actually~ never thought shopping can be fun~ Hehe~ didn't shop much though ~ Peace~

P/S: Happy Birthday Eqa~ 

.dream.

i love gadget

people say that i'm weird cause imma girl

what? 

there are many gadgets for girls too!

i want all the gadgets out there 

even i know they doesn't give me any profit

well, some of them~

i got this dilemma to choose between iPad and iPod Touch

so, i ask this someone who is a gadget freak which one is better

since (i think) he already used both of em

he chose iPod Touch

iPad is like a bigger version of iPod..

but still i got my eyes on iPod Touch!

TEEHEE~

P/S: going to Alex tomorrow..i mean today since it already past 12 midnight~ Hope i had a good time~

P/S2: i dun't understand human at all! they are full of secrets, sometimes rage and jealousy.. 

.wah!.

wah! wah! (my new word addiction after "cool") Exam is finished!! kkeut! owari!! so..what's my plan for this winter break? NOTHING!! hahaha~ except for lying down the whole day watching movies~ XDDDD ah~ i'm soo cool!~ NOT! update later~ TEEHEE!~

.tomorrow.

tomorrow is the first day of my examination!~

YAY!!

.not.

So, the first thing is Multiple Choice Question~ or we call it as MCQ~

i can just simply shoot any number if it's too hard~ XD

Next two days after is Short Essay~

I'm quite dead if i didn't know anything bout the question -_-;

Next two days after that is OSCE~

oh hey~ ur fren is just at ur side! roll ur eyeball and ur fine! 

ok..that's a bad idea...T_T

P/S: it's raining...it's going to be a hellish cold after this...

*currently listening to "Supa Luv" by Teen Top