Duhhh..

Why are people soooo SELFISH??
They just think about themselves and live such a hypocrite life!!
HATE THAT KIND OF PEOPLE!!
I feel like cursing right now! Seriously! Tak sedar diri punya budak!!!
I KILL YA!!!!


Damn.. I need to cool down...Aish..

P/S To you-know-who, stop messing with my life you brat!!

.::sOngz::.

What song that cross your mind when somebody asks you what's your favourite song recently?
I love Korean songs since i was 14 years old. Means that it's already....*counts finger*..... 4 YEARS!! MUAHAHAHA!! Well, it went like this.. when i was....

13 years old - Arashi (Japanese)
14 years old - Bi Rain
15 years old - DBSK
16 years old - DBSK, Super Junior
17 years old - DBSK, Super Junior, Big Bang, FT Island, SHINee, SS501,...AHHH IT MIXED!!

My love to Korean songs is undeniable~ Aha..hahaaha~ Fav songs recently is Haru Haru by Big Bang!~ Here is the translation of the song~

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

Ah ah ah ah~

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind

My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

[Chorus]
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

(CHORUS)

I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by

It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

(CHORUS)

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saEngiL cHukaHAe~~

Happy Birthday to my beloved JAEJAE!!~ (26 January 2009)
SARANGHAE Jaejoong-shii!!



Ahh~~ My jaEjae is getting old but still handsome and suave~ I hope he will get want he want the most and have a nice year of 2009~ Be healthy~

jEaloUSy.....??

Am i JEALOUS?


YES! I am JEALOUS!!

Why am i JEALOUS?

I'm JEALOUS because.....
most of my friends got offers to go overseas although the actual result of SPM doesn't come out yet....

The fact that i hate the most is....I don't get any offer though i went to the interviews TOGETHER with them...

P/S Congratulations to my friends :-
- Wawa, Ceghah, and Mal (Russia - medic)
- Iskandar and Hafizi (Australia - engineer)

Same goes to my friends who already went to local universities..Congrats~
I'm so proud of our batch (MJSC Kuala Berang 07/08)and the rest just let me know if you are going~ ~
Papai~

WhiCh oNe is BetTer?

Meteor Garden (Taiwan version)

VS

Hana Yori Dango (Japanese Version)

VS

Boys Before Flowers (Korean Version)

I watched all of these drama but the Korean version is still ongoing, so i watched until 6 episodes only.These dramas are based on the same story but in a different countries. Which one is the best? For me..i will choose KOREAN version. MUAHAHAHAHA!!! Want to know why??? Watch it by yourself~~~

I'm.feeling.sleepy

HuhuhU~

Lalala~

The presentation that i was talking about, Dr. Wan said our group was not well-prepared and we were a little bit pissed off. Boys in my class were being sarcastic during our presentation and we were not satisfied bout them. During their presentation, (the boys'), we were the one who being sarcastic! MUAHAHAHA!! Serve them right! Some of them can't pronounce some words in English correctly and we were like "BOOOOO!!!"We had a great laugh last night~. But still, Dr.wan kept saying, "Good", during their presentation and eventually made theirs are more powerful than ours. And of course their presentation is COMPLETELY boring. Baka gaki!!

By the way thanks to my group's member, Amirah, Majidah and Kamilah. They were such a cooperative members~

Nowadays, i love to watch KBSWorld channel through ASTRO~ There are some programmes that i will never missed to watch. They are.....:-

2 Days and 1 Night
MC: Kang Ho Dong
Current Members: Eun Ji Won, Lee Soo Geun, Kim C, Lee Seung Gi <3, MC Mong
My Comment: I love this showvery much! Everytime i watch this show, i will laugh out loud! I'll never miss this show! Seriously!

Music Bank
MC: You Se Yoon, Seo In Young
My Comment: Battle between korean singer~ Always patiently waiting for my favourite artist to come out~~~

Those two shows are really my favourite! I'll cry if i miss to watch them. Other shows that are not stated:-

• Quiz Expedition
• Star Golden Bell
• Vitamin
• Sponge 2.0
  
• Entertainment Weekly

Source: Soompi.com~

eNglisH..

Well...

There's no court mooting that i was talking about. Why is that? Because my teacher, Dr. Wan, said, we'll postpone the mooting until we will be told. Aishh...how to tell you the situation. The problem is there two foreigners in my class, Japanese and Indonesian. So, Dr. Wan said it won't be fun to them as they don't know how Malaysian courts are like. Last two nights, Dr. Wan formed us into groups and each group had to promote an university. My group got some kind of nursing university and we didn't like it very much...the university. We were like..."what da...". We preferred doctor than nurse~

We had such a long "discussion" about that. Actually, we were talking nonsense at that night~ Nothing to do. But, last night we are very busy with the thing as the presentation will be tonight~ I don't really care bout the presentation actually. Well, I "did" care a little bit since i'll get nervous infront of crowd~

Hope i will do the best tonight~ Daa~~

.::fuTUramA::.

Hehehehe..~~~

My future...wat am i going to be when i grow up? hurmm... It's a tough question for me actually.. As always i will simply answer..an Orthopedic Surgeon.. Then, they will ask "why do you want to be an orthopedic surgeon?" And i was like . I don't know what is the reason i want to be a doctor specialized in orthopedic. When they ask me like that i would answer, "it's because i like bones. I like to see something's moving". What the heck is that??!! That's the stupidest thing i'd said in interviews!! I was thinking that orthopedic won't kill somebody just because it concerned with musculoskeletal system. Maybe that was why i didn't get the scholarships... Scholarships dat i didn't get after attend the interview:

MARA -> Russia
MARA-MSU -> India

Both are overseas... my dreams... Aish... Hate it... I should have done it better..but my nervous system wasn't working so well that i got this shaking lips whenever i get nervous.. And how i wish i could have a high self confidence... Somebody...HELP ME!!

I kiLL yaaA!!

My sis, aja, is a.....KILLER!!! She killed someone who i don't even know... Hahaha!!~ Of course she's not~ I just read something in her blog. She seems mad at someone. HUhu~ good luck aja for being angry before your exam~ All the best!~

Talking bout 'killer'...i, once, had been called a killer~ Not a human killer but a cat killer. It happened because i killed my own cat when i was a kid....unpurposedly... I sat on my lazy chair (kerusi malas yang bleh dihayun-hayunkan). Sedang kerusi itu dihayunkan...I felt like it was boring and got out from the chair to go somewhere.. and then..

AHHHH!! I saw my kitten underneath the chair...with nose-bleed...So much blood that i became soo freak out. Anak kucing itu mati di tempat kejadian... I cried on the spot where we (don't remember who but i know there were two people at the 'funeral') buried the poor kitty...*sigh*

I have soo many memories with my cats. Well, i have 20++ cats and kittens in my house. Love them. That kitten which i told you, was Nanako's baby. Nanako is the oldest cat in my house. Still alive~ Senior cat of my cats~ 8 years old~ So..to eisya(my niece) please respect Nanako..you are only 3 years old!!~ HAHAHA!! *jokes* Ah..~ Can't find Nanako's pic~ Next time I'll put it on my blog~ See ya~

kEsejUkaN~

. I think my 'kelate' is going to flood soon... It's been raining recently. N I shiver alot . Guu~~ (ciplak dari aja's guu~). My....I don't know what to say.. This coldness is killing me!!

IN 2009, I WISH...

• I will get 10A1 in my SPM
• I can go overseas to pursue my studies in medic with scholarships
  
• I can already drive before March 2009
• I could get my OWN laptop~
• I can speak and write in Japanese
• I could get my body in shape
• I can get over with my 'anxiety disorder'~
• I can speak in English confidently
• our earth is in peace with absolutely NO WAR

and..

• my family, my friends together with all Muslim around the world and every single people on the earth will be happy in 2009~

Hope that all my wishes come true~
Adios Amigos~

BusinEss ProPosaL~

I had a presentation at my tuition today, Oxford English Language Center (OLC). I was extremely NERVOUS. Seriously... Sweating..my ears got hot..and wat i hate the most...my lips...it shook whenever i get nervous..Haih...hate this.

I wish there will be someone that can tell me the cure for this.. The presentation was about Business Proposal. How to set up a business and in the presentation, we have to convince the board directors of Donald Tam ( I supposed it was originated from Donald Trump~ ^^) to get loan from them~ Well, my team did a beauty center named Caprisha of Intelista. In the beauty center we combined together cafe, hair saloon, boutique and spa. Surprisingly the judges love our presentation and we were "HIRED". Thanks to my group members Azreen and espcially to Afiqah. She has a very amazing vocabulary n she speaks English very well. She got 12A1 for trial SPM. And very friendly person.Owh.. how much I ENVY her!!
Next activity at OLC is Court Mooting~ Ahh~~ It's going to be FUN~
Kalau dapat case pembunuhan kan syok~ Huhuhu~

P/S Congratulation to Mr. Ray who is going to be married next week~

CurRently BorIng...

Hey ya~

After my examination, SPM, i just sit in my house and doing nothing
doing nothing=boring=DULL life

Well, i fed my everyday life with some korean dramas, japanese drama. So, i think i'm gonna tell you some of them here...I know..i know...it's not that interesting things to say... BUT.. I...DON'T...CARE~~ Mua...HAHAHAHAHA~~

Korean Dramas

Hello! Miss

Starring: Lee Da Hae, Lee Ji Hoon

mY cOmmEnt: Love this drama very much~ I think you all should watch this. Funny~

I Am Sam

Starring: Park Min Young, Son Tae Young, TOP(Big Bang), Yang Dong Geun
My ComMenT: Sorry to say but....i don't like this story. The script is good but the hero of this drama is... It's OK though at least TOP is in the drama~

I'm Sorry I Love You
Starring: So Ji Sup, Im Soo Jung
mY coMMent: Full of romance. I prefer funny drama but i just can't stop watching this drama~

Japanese Drama

Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend)
Starring: Saki Aibu, Mokomichi Hayami,Hiro Mizushima
My CommenT: Love this drama~ It's funny but the ending is quite sad.. But still LOVE it~ Creative~

I did't watch japanese drama alot, right, like korean dramas. Actualy i prefer japanese drama than korean drama because the episodes are not so long~ Huhu

So long~

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