.internet.

hehe~

internet is ok for now..

i know...it will not going to be "okay" forever..

last nite i can't even connect..

today, i CAN connect..but not ym... *sedeyh

P.S: I'm looking forward to watch KIM JONG MIN in 2 Days and 1 Night!!!!! haha~~ i'm sooo excited just to read that he's going to join back "ilbak il" member~~

.gugugaga.

What will i do if i get bored?

watch 2Days & 1Night~ I love this show VERY much~

Look!! My nails are black!!~ hehehe~

I dun like to colour my nails actually~

But black kinda fascinating~ wahaha~

.tanjoubi.

today's my birthday!~ wahaha~

last nite was great~

seriously..i really thought that my block was on fire!

with no lights and all~

my friends woke me up..

well, of course..with my sleepyhead, i just believed wateva they said

haha!! gilak ini olang~~

n then everybody sang "Happy Birthday"

kinda surprise~

.skin and fascia.

no matter how ugly someone is...

there is still a beauty inside...

.exam..kah?.

.MCQ.

.Next Tuesday.

.Am i ready?.

.No.

Eid..

it has been 5days after Eid Adha..

It hurts actually when i heard 'takbir'..

how i wish to celebrate it with my family..

 Hehe~ human meat~ ngehngeh!!

.this is me.

i prefer not to tell someone when i got mad or piss off of them..
i'm not a kind of girl who will make fuss over something stupid..
i dun really care wat other people cares..
i like you but sometimes i hate you..
i dun give a damn bout wat you did to me..
because...


this is me..




P/S: i wanna touch a cat... 

.memories.

29 September 2009

remember...

KLIA...

i didn't cry...

but my heart was...

Miss you all...

.it kills me.

at a certain period of time..

my mood goes down easily..

even a smallest thing happened..

i hate these kind of feeling..

but it happened almost once in a month..

yeah..i think you get wat i meant..

..PMS..

P/S: lots of things across my mind lately..

P/S2: I'm such a bad daughter...i haven't call my mom since i got here......

P/S3: There's a crazy guy here keeps calling me!! and of course i don't answer it.

.listen to your heartbeat.

heartbeat

one of the most amazing thing created by God

Promote lagu 2PM jap~

Wahaha!!!~

.listen to your heartbeat.

P/S: Very cool music video!

P/S 2: emptiness

.updating blog.

Xera asked me to update my blog...

updating....

done...

Huhu~

Actually i dun have time to update..

I know it only takes 5 to 10 minutes only but...

NO!! I dun have time!!!

I'm free on monday n tuesday

But i can't promise that i dun have works to do~

Huhu~

Jangan marah ye~~

P/S: Saranghae xera-chan!!~

.wateva?.

Aish...

My feeling mixed!

Dun know why...

but yes....

Totally mixed!

Somebody....heLLpPppuHH!!

.Need something to cheer myself up.

P/S: Ado kakak macey dop guno...Wahaha~ Jangan marah Ajaku cayam~

ermmm..

it's been 2 weeks since i updated my blog...

I think..if i can't access internet in my own room i won't update my bloggie~

Haha~ For no reason...i can surf internet in this room today~

Well, there are too many things happened in these 2weeks...

Too many too write.. so i decide NOT to write~

Hahaha~ Cause i may slip some vulgar words~

P/S: When i say winter in Egypt..they say i'm bluffing...cause there's no way Egypt has snow...

Yeah!! Egypt doesn't have snow!! But it's cold like hell!! They even have ice raining...prove that it's COLD!!!

OMG!!! I should have stop eating when i got angry!
yes...i eat too much when i pissed off

.magnae.

I can deal with being a magnae in a certain place

but not when everybody is treating me like i'm a bunch of stupid kids

when they seems stupider than me

Stop ordering me around just because i'm a magnae!!

P/S: I know my words are harsh..but what can i do... i just don't feel like i wanna be a nice girl today..

P/S 2: Stop messing with me cause i can't stop you guys from messing with me!

wahaha!~

i really REALLY want to make my presentation the best..

I guess not...

next time..

maybe..

P/S: internet connection sucks!

wat da..

where's my previous post?

I think i already submitted..

Hurmm..wateva..

Presentations for "Kidney and The Structure of Cell" and " Kidney Environmental Pollution" were both......good..

just good..

.thank you.

P/S : This cyber cafe is soooo damn dirty! They should have clean these garbage (let's call it garbage cause rubbish seems too small) up. Even the customer should not throw something like this place is theirs!
P/S 2: We should not talk bad things bout other country, right? Ok then. I WON'T!

aloha~

Love this mug!! Since there's "CassieELF" written on it~
.Cassiopeia+ELF.

From my bestfriends~
.xera, nesya, fateen, pijah.
Got another present(cute teddy bear) from wahida, mirah~
Thanks girls!!!

.exhausted.

Seriously (i keep using this word lately), i envy those who study overseas without using their parents' money. My friend's going to Russia under MARA scholarship tomorrow night...
OK!! That's it!!! I don't wanna talk bout how jealous i am of her!! How pitiful i am using my own dad's money!! How stupid i am for not getting straight A1 in SPM!! Because maybe......this is the way God want me to lead my life....to Egypt....

But you know...time flies so fast that i can't really enjoy my life in my home sweet home... Seriously... i wanna go back to the day after i had my SPM result... and enjoy my life to the fullest.. Recently, i found something at my hometown.. there's a banner with "Belajar Bahasa Jepun" written on it and i was like.... " OH MY GOD!!!! How come i didn't see this advertistment before!!!" Seriously, i really wanna learn Japanese formally!! But now..i can't...since i'm going to Egypt next Tuesday.....

P/S : Oh yeah.. i'm exhausted since i had an open-house today.

Happy Eid~

Selamat Hari Raya!!

unnamed

"There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
there's always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb"

.these lyrics kind of inspire me.
there's always gonna be another chances..
just move forward..
every chances you take, you will have your hard times..
Sometimes you have to lose or fail..
It's not about how fast you can achieve something..
or the prizes that you will get after..
It's the effort that you put to be success..
that will make it more valuable..
.what the heck is this? ^^.

lyrics from The Climb by Miley Cirus..

micheo part 2

..sadness..

micheo part 1

saya suda hapdate blog saya..

for some reason..i wanna vomit!

I skipped my terawikh for 2days (last night n tonight)..
Just to learn (last night) and make (tonight) some dumplings..
Well, if you read my post before this, you'll know..
that i was craving for dumplings..
i meant, dumplings like Noodle's Station's dumplings..
soft and tender.. *drools*
After i finished making this things, i asked my mom to eat first..
And she was smiling..
I KNEW IT!! I KNEW IT!!

Today's dumpling making......FAILED!!
seriously..my stomach feels funny after eating my home-made dumplings!

Happy National Day!!

I LOVE YOU MY COUNTRY!!
Happy Independence Day!
Very very VERY proud to be a Malaysian!
~1Malaysia~

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Saya suka kamooo!!~ ㅋㅋㅋ~
.Hwang Chansung.
.2PM.

好きだよ!

I WANT DUMPLING!!!!
Nobody wants to buy me some....T_T

pening suda..

*sigh*

This form that i have to sent to Minister of Education of Egypt makes my head's spinning like crazy!

Because it's very complicated, i made lots of mistakes and had to redo it so many times!

In the end, i sent 3 or 4 forms to them...

I don't how they will react after see so many Siti Sarah's' apply for it

*sigh*

I just hope they will accept the last one i sent to them..

Today is the deadline though..

P/S - berhati-hati di jalan raya..

bi..

It's raining outside..

Wat's wrong with teenagers lately?!

MY DAD FOUND A GROUP OF MEN WHO DON'T FAST TODAY!!!!!
shame on them..my dad nearly hit them with a big stick..
REALLY big stick!

humph!

She was so so so so RUDE!
Even in the morning of Ramadhan..
Hate that!
There's no point of getting mad in here!
So shut your *tuuuut* mouth up!

P/S - Sorry for being rude....

weird

i was stalking my old friends through Friendster..
(primary school friends especially)
And it felt REALLY REALLY weird when they put Korean songs, Korean pics, Korean that, Korean this, here, there, everywhere..
Long time ago, we didn't even know what was Korea..
But now, it's like someone had bombed Malaysia with Korean radioactive
Because i think every teenagers in Malaysia LOVES Korean..
Ouh...Still can't believe this "friend" loves DBSK..
this "friend" loves Super Junior
that "friend" loves blablablabla(All Korean celebrities listed)

i dun care because I LOVE IT TOO!~

SpaMmmmmM~

Lama suda tidak ku ber"blog" dalam Bahasa Malaysia!~

Weee~~~

Tadi tgh tgk2 gamba Super Junior dalam satu forum nih (promote sikit~ masuk la forum ini wahaha.. click click)

Lepah tu jumpa gamba ni...

SUPER JUNIOR BERSAMA MINI COOPER!!
Kereta kegemaran abang sulungku~

Masa ni diorang dekat Malaysia~ Shooting lagu "Dancing Out"

Enjoy~

Untitled

Am listening to music..

DBSK's songs..

Not all of them..

Because there are too many of their songs..

It's just that i want to listen to their voices tonight..

I miss Jaejoong's "the best" voice..

Junsu's husky voice..

Changmin's high-pitched voice..

Yunho's melodious voice..

Micky's harmonious voice..

10 months..

This is the longest holiday ever in my life..

10 months..

Everyone seems to envy me..

But i dun think that i want this 10 months holiday anymore..

it makes me lazy..

it makes my brain sore..

it makes me stupid..

it makes me fatter..

it makes me NOT healthy..

i dun want these things to happen to me..

doing nothing..

Pegi jauh!!

.random.

Just before SPM started, I was sitting alone...

Studying...

with my...

on... i got bored...i held my camera and took this pic..

P/S This is sooooo stupid!

kPop..

I'm a Kpop lover!! And every boybands i love, i have my favourite~ Hehe~

I am...

25% ELF (Super Junior)
-Park Jungsoo-

20% Cassiopeia (DBSK)
-Kim Jaejoong-

15% Primadonna (FT Island)
-Lee Jaejin-

15% SHINee World (SHINee)
-Kim Jonghyun-

10% 2PM's fan
-Ok Taecyeon-

10% SS501's fan
-Kim Hyunjoon-

5% others'

today..i learnt about liver cancer

Did i say that my dad hates to see me watching KBSWorld??

Well, today i just found that...

He's okay if i watch "Vitamin"

Since it is related to medic..

In fact, i love watching "Vitamin"!!!

P/S: "Shining Inheritance had coming to the end!!~ Love the drama! I think it is better than BOF (no offense~ just my opinion). Yun Joon Suk is really a great actor! I almost believe that he has autism in his real life!! *searchs for his profile* Omo...he is the same age as my younger sis. Whoa!! Got potential to go further~ By the way..Lee Seung Ki is a great actor!!!

stupid but funny~

Just look at these guys!!!
Ahahahha!!!! Funny!!!!
Japanese sure knows how to make funny videos~
In fact i'm watching them right now in MTV~
Here, some brief explanation bout what they do~
(Got it from Wiki..nowhere else~)

x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x

Usavich (ウサビッチ) (from Japanese うさぎ "usagi", rabbit, with "vich" giving it faux Russian flavor) is a series of animated short films being produced for MTV Japan by Kanaban Graphics since 2006. It's about an odd couple of rabbits imprisoned in a Soviet prison. While the first season shows the absurd everyday occurrences of the two rabbits' prison life, the second season tells the adventures of their escape and life on the run.

Kirenenko

Kirenenko wears a prison uniform with red stripes, number 04. He has a safety pin stuck through his left ear. Originally a mafia boss, he was sentenced to death. He once had a twin brother. Generally quiet, but very dangerous when he becomes angry and goes berserk he is like a devil in disguise. He likes order and does not forgive anyone who crosses his path or otherwise "meddles" in his life. He collects sneakers (shoes) and is generally oblivious (apathetic) to the world around him while he reads his magazine advertising sneakers. He cares for nothing but his sneakers.

Putin

Putin wears a prison uniform with green stripes, number 541. Has his ears tied together and is good-natured. He likes to dance kazachok on his bed (episode 12 shows him dancing kazachok in his sleep). Although generally dim-witted, when the door gave him a test he was passing with flying colors until he failed to correctly identify the gender of all the chicks when he placed the transvestite chick into the female slot instead of the male slot. Likes fun but often gets in trouble. An honest laborer who once missed a day of work due to hangover and was sentenced to 3 years in jail as a capitalist agent. However, he enjoys life in prison with its free food. He was only one day from being released when he followed Kirenenko out of the cell. He panics very easily. His face will turn blue, red, and white when he is nervous depending on situation. Sometimes he would scream if he commit serious situation. He has very poor drinking capacity; only a cup of wine would let him act like crazy guy. He has no good ending since episode 1.

Done~

the time is.....

running out...
*what the heck??*

.......

...I love you...
...no i'm not...

.......

...i hate you...
...no i'm not...

Saga..

Wat kind of "Saga" am i talking about??

It is TWILIGHT SAGA~

I bought them ALL!!~

Wahahaha!!~

And the last one, "Breaking Dawn". is the BEST!!!!!

Saengil Chukahae, Heechul-shi~

Happy Birthday!!~
Full-of-humor boy~
Make us laugh more~

*sigh*

dun feel like blogging lately...

such a BORING blog...

no doubt bout it....

Happy Birthday...my angel Park Junsoo!!~

Oori neun Leeteuk!! Saengil Chukahae!!!!
ELFs love you!!!!!!!!
Don't be sad anymore...
It's ok to be sad sometimes...but not everyday...
I really appreciate all of your hard work!!~
Be healthy!!~
Haengbokhaseyo!!!~

-Angel that falls from the sky-

• Alternative Title: 찬란한 유산 / Shining Inheritance
• Genre: Romance
• Film Date: April, 2009
• Total Episodes: 24
• Korea Casts: Han Hyo Joo, Lee Seung Ki
• Description:
  

  This will be focusing on the love and trials of the 20 year old generation. Go Eun Sung's life is similar to Cinderella's. After her father died, her step-mother, Baek Sung Hee, took away all of her assets and her younger brother, Eun Woo, suddenly disappears without a trace. Eun Sung preservers and works really hard to become a chef at a food company. The grandson of the food company, Sun Woo Hwan, notices Eun Sung and falls in love with her.

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

Aish!!! Why did you do this to me??!!

I can't wait to watch episode 21-24!!

*sigh* i should have watch all of it skali gus...

Tapi kat Korea pon tak habis lagi...

Last part of episode 20 is the best!!!

Wahahaha!!!

Credit: mysoju.com

hatred..

Who am i to hate somebody...?

A normal human being...

Are humans allowed to hate somebody...?

Or being hated...?

But from what i know...

It hurts......

To hate and being hated...

P/S: My randomness...my experience...my life...

GACKT

GACKT Camui...

Who the hell is he??

I don't know...

Well, he was said to be 469 years old..

Yeah! No kidding.. 469...

Watever though.. i just love his music~

It's over....

It's over...

Preparation to Egypt in UKM finally is over..

I have this feeling...

Mixed with happiness and sadness...

When i was leaving UKM...it was full of sadness...

I have no idea why...

.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.

It's over....

"Sorry, Sorry"

Am going to miss Super Junior...

.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

It's over....

R.I.P Michael Joseph Jackson@Mikaeel
29 August 1958-25th June 2009

*Currently listening to Gackt - Lost Angels

cinema~

I went to cinema yesterday and today.. Kind of disappointed.. Both of films i watched were so-so..
Last night i watched alone..while waiting my sis got her massage at Times Square. Kind of boring but still...ok laaa.... Speaking of Times Square..there's a shop that sells Korean stuff~ Hehe~ Actually, i promised myself not to buy more than RM10 (Need to save money la..i'm broke) but then, it exceeded to RM2o! Ahahaha~ Couldn't resist what they sold there~~ Today, i watched at KLCC.. Funny but not THAT funny....Hmmm... Cartoons supposed to be VERY funny.. Whatever though.. Am going to UKM tonight.. A week there then I'm FREE~~ Hehe~ Dadaaa~

HUKM

went to HUKM last Monday... Well, it was a part of the preparation to Egypt.. *sigh* Kind of disappointing.. I was hoping to go to the "Rumah Mayat" and see dead people there but it turned out that we don't have enough time to go there and we can only visit the Emergency Room.. It's okay though~ First step to the hospital, i got this chill feeling~ Seemed like i was happy to go there~ It's good, i guess... I'm going to work in a hospital though..InsyaAllah...

....

...2weeksmore...

Ngeh...ngeh...ngeh~

It's been sooooo long that i attend Taekwondo class~ Haaaih... Miss it~ Ahaha~ Well, maybe it's not something that you should missed as Taekwondo is a very tiring thing to do~ But still, ehehe, i just MISS it~ It turned out that every student under GMN are compulsory to attend Taekwondo class~ Taekwondo....it brings back memories of old days (saya tak tua lagi yee..). Well, i was actived in Taekwondo during high school~ Got 4 medals in sparring. 1 bronze, 2 silver, and 1 gold. Hehe~

My new favourite books~ "TWILIGHT"!! AHHH!!! I LOVE ITT!!! It's better to read the books rather than watching the film. Gotta buy the other series~

P/S: Seriously....i dun know what i'm writing about today....My head's blurr for some reason...
P/S: Watched the preview for Heaven's Postman...I know that Jaejae's kissing that girl...but why was i smiling???!!

hEre i aM~

Here i am in KL....again~ I went to my sis' home almost every weekend since i stay at UKM. Hehe~ Yesterday was very exhausting day! Seriously.. I barely can walk when i woke up this morning! Well, thanks to my friends who like to loiter around in Mid Valley without buying anything! We arrived there approximately at 2pm. And my friends went back to UKM at 6.30pm leaving me alone waiting for Sis Cat to come. I called her and she said she was busy and can only pick me up at 8pm!!

I suggested to watch movie by myself before she came (Well, there was still an hour and a half) but she wanted to watch it too. She asked me to buy tickets. And there i was, buying two tickets of "Night At The Museum 2". Thanks God, i bought books beforehand! So that i can read it while waiting for her~

Books that i bought ----> 'Twilight' and 'Twilight: New Moon'. Kind of expensive but i love them!! I just can't stop reading it!! Thanks to Xera a.k.a 'My Slave' for recommending those books to me~ I wanted to buy two more of Twilight series ('Eclipse' and 'Breaking Dawn') but don't have enough money~ Hehe~ But am going to buy them!! DEFINITELY!!

P/S: Haih.. i should have log out from blogger after using it..Look wat had my bro done to my blog! But Bro Akeem is funny!~ Hehe~ I just couldn't delete the post~

P/S2: AJA-CHAN!!!!! GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR FINAL SEM EXAMINATION!!!! Mesti dapat scholar!!!!

AbangKu

Abangku sangat kacak!!

HAha.. Mesti korang tak percaya kan kenapa aku cakap macam tu..

Sebab..


Yang sedang tulis ni abang dia!!



*Haha, Lain kali nak bagi orang lain guna komputer logout dulu*


*Tssk*

i'm going back

I'm going back to UKM today~ But i dun know what time i'm going back~ Hehe~ It's all up to my sis~ My dad will be coming to KL today since he's going to China tomorrow with my bro, Akeem. *sigh* I'm worried bout them going to China. Well we all know that Infulenza A or H1N1 desease are spreading through out the earth. Oppa!! Akeem!! Take care!! Dun bring back the desease to Malaysia!! I love you guys!!

Oh! Went to Mid Valley yesterday~ I visited a Pet Shop there~ Emphasize the word "visited"~ We were not buying anything since we were there to watch the animals~ Hehe~ I love the cats sold there! And dogs!! (Although the Muslims can't touch dogs and most of Muslims disguise dog, please don't disguise them much, Allah made them too like us. They are cute too~) But when i look at the prices, i was like 0.0! Some animals more than RM1000! And ferrets (i w anna it!!) is over RM900 each.. kalaulah harga RM1 or RM2..I buy 10! Hehe~

P/S: Got to go~ Want to take my dad at the airport~ Daa~ Much love from me~

hey YOU!! yeah YOU!!

Hey!!~ Long time no see!!~ It has been a week now i didn't write on my blog~ Miss you dear bloggie~ Well, it means that it has been a week too i went to UKM~

When i first arrived at UKM, my first impression was, "WHOOAA!! UKM is BEAUTIFUL!! And BIG!" Thank God that my bro is still studying there so he can help me whenever i'm in trouble~ Hehe~ It's weekend, so i'm in KL in my sis' house right now. I learnt Arabic there in UKM. And it was fun~ It's the first time i had fun in Arabic class~ Hehe~ I used to sleep in class during Arabic lesson in my previous school~ Arabic that i'm learning right now it's not the pure Arabic like in Al-Quran. It's more to Arabic dialect called 'Ammiah. It's different from Arabic. 'Ammiah = Arabic but Arabic is NOT 'Ammiah. Hehe~ It seems complicated, right? Since we have to learn both Arabic and 'Ammiah but we had fun because tearchers there always tell us bout their experience in Egypt and most of them were funny~ Maybe after living 6 years, i also can tell my children or my patients (kihkih~ suda daydreaming being a doc) stories of living there~ Lala~

P/S: It's hard to talk in malay standard there but not THAT hard. It just that i always mix it with kelantanese~ Hehe~

am going to miss you, blog~

I'll be away to UKM for preparation to Egypt..

Am going to miss my dear blog..

I don't have any laptop to bring to surf the internet..

Before this, i always use my dad's laptop..

*sigh*

My feeling is mixed..

Hehe~

I'm going to do my best!!!!~

Ja mata ai mashou, minna san~

yesterday..

Very early in the morning, my dad woke me up and immediately ask me something.. I barely can open my eyes and i was not on the right mind~

Daddy: Nok gi sunggoh ko Mesir? (Betul ke nak pergi Mesir?)
Me: Hom laa.. ( Ya laa..)
Daddy: Kalu papa suh sarah gi UIA nok? (Kalau papa suruh Sarah pergi UIA, nak?
Me: Ok..
Daddy: Sunggoh ko nih? (Betul ke ni?)
Me: Bakpo suh tuka nyoh?? (Kenapa suruh tukar?)
Daddy: Sajo.. (Saje)
Me: Ok..

I went back to sleep.. And then, i called Sis Nonie for some advice and she told me stick to what i had plan. She called my dad and i think she brain-washed my dad that my dad told me last night, i should go to Egypt~ Hehe~ Back to normal~ I dun know what made him change his mind..

5 Reasons Why I Should NOT stay in Malaysia to pursue my studies

• Medic is SUPER hard and if i stay at Malaysia, probability that i will play is 70%
• I will go back either to my home or my sis' house at KL every week and i definitely won't study..
• I will go to Super Junior's concert and my dad will KILL me ( my dad: concert is NO!! NO!! Especially Korean concert)
• If I can't get 4.0, i can't take medic course which will disappointed my parents..
• Cause I'M SURE THAT I WILL STUDY HARD if i go to Egypt..

Makasih~

*Currently listening to Super Junior - Angela

my other niece~

This is my oldest niece, Eisya. 3 years old and is a "ganas" type of kid~ Hehe~ When someone's taking picture of her, she will 'posing' like a model~ If she's mad at you, she wil either bite or hit you. So, for safety bribe her with a chocolate, then she will be cool~

DECISION!!! -kah?

*sigh*

It's soooooo hard to say this..

*sigh*

*sigh*

My decision for my previous dilemma IS....

*plays drum* dum..dum..dum!!

EGYPT!!!

KYAAA!!~ *everybody's screaming*

And i...

This is the decision of a life time and i made it..i should be proud of it..

My Lala Land is going to end soon... am very sad..


Next week i will be in UKM for preparation.. The beginning of anything..

P/S: Kepada Mamaku dan kakakku, Sis Nonie yang amat daku sayang hingga ke akhir hayat yang mempunyai tanda-tanda untuk membantah pemergianku ke Mesir, I, your daughter and your sis, am going to study with SUPER detemination and with God's will, i'm surely going to be an Orthopaedic Surgeon!! (ceywah~ ini olang sungguh jiwang~) Kihkihkih~~ Makasih~