it's 20minutes more til midnight! must do this fast!
SO! Like any past years since i created this blog, let's see my 2012's resolution! hope to see alot of successes! *godek2 balik post yg lepas*
1) UK tour this summer break!FAIL! going this 2013!
2) Loss 10KG SUCCESS!
3) Win any places (for now) in Volleyball Tournament SUCCESS!! 3rd place!
4) Save money for UK trip FAIL!! food is more important!
5) Improve my cooking SUCCESS! kot..
6) Mumtaz for Sem5 n Sem 6 FAIL!!
7) New gadget from Apple product~ Hehe~ FAIL FAIL FAIL!!!
8) Learn how to crochet FAIL!! separuh jalan jaa..
9) Less addiction to Korean artists SUCCESS! sikit aje~
10) Learn Japanese FAIL! been too lazy..
More failure than success. well, i need to work hard! Let's meet tomorrow for my next year's resolution!
P/S: celebrated my new year's eve with playing my most favourite sport! volley! no regret maah! though exam is around da corner~
it's December 2012! i've lived this long already. hahaha. just a quick update.. i'm in my clinical year right now. exhausting? not really. but i've been coming home later compare to the other 3 years of studying. don't have anything to complaint. this is life~ u just have to accept any changes and be a quick adapter. this year is the year i realize too many things that i lack in. seriously i wanna improve my arabic! this is my 4th year and all i could converse in arabic is when i wanna buy something in shop! "Da bikam?" "Kullu kam". Been dreaming to argue with arabs in arabic! u look freaking stupid when u argue with them with broken arabic. seriously. lack of vocab n grammar! well, they dont really care about grammar to begin with. bleerghh..
Volleyball Tournament's coming up this 13th December! yeah. i did say to one of my friend that i participate in this game for fun. well, i'm gonna kick their asses real hard!! jaga2 semua~ tgh tone body nihh~ kang tekejut ade Malik Noor versi pompuan main volley~ hahah! that's not going to happen.. you know it..
this is the beauty of having a blog that nobody comes! cause nobody will read this n get offended~ -kkeut-
what friends are really for? seriously i'm asking.
there are times when our hope falls down and they lift it up though they are not even sure.
there are times when we cry hard and they come to ease our heart.
there are also times when they hurt us. but who are we to be hurt when we sometimes hurt them too?
i don't have any best friends. but i have lots of friends throughout my life. almost all of them are made from school. primary school, secondary school, high school, university. but then when we graduated so do some of our friendships. we went to different schools..different universities. they say, a best friend is a friend when you share everything about how you feel..how you have been..who is your crush..secrets..a place for you to cry to..and count on to. when we go down the list, then my family is my bestfriend. they know everything about me and sometimes the things that i don't know myself. so, when my friends trying to hide who my crush was infront of my sis, i laughed to myself. of course she knew. i knew her crush too. even my whole family knew where he lived. far far away~ you can cut your friendship's bond but not your family's.
to be a comrade like Naruto is surely difficult. he risks his own life for his friends. he chases after Sasuke non-stop though he knows how Sasuke had become and tries to change him back. i know it is just some freakin anime but the moral value is good for me to take in. i admit that i did cry watching this anime~ haha. we hardly heard about a friend willing to sacrifice his/her life for a dear friend. it happened but not as much. am i willing to? well, it's too much to ask this but if something happen i do want to take care of them. i'm not a good friend myself.
i don't meddle in their problem. scared much? nope. it is for them to solve. i can only be by their side and cheer on. but if they didn't want to help themselves nobody could. seriously nobody. it all comes from you! if you think u cant do it..you CAN'T do it. if you can..then you CAN. simple as that. u can't do this test, u expect you can pass the next one? think twice. don't go around and tell 'he/she made me like this'..'i'm not happy because of him/her'. you know what. YOU made yourselves like this. your not happy because of YOURSELF. change the way you think.
Haha! how did i drag about 'friends' to 'how to be happy'. well, i meant the last paragraph to you who read this. a book by Andrew Matthews about "follow your heart" really changed my vision of seeing things. have this friend telling me i won't finish the book. well have this friend ever seeing me reading a book? i like books and there's a reason why i like them cause i READ them~ novels especially..i don't dig medical books~ TEHEE
To my friends out there.. just because i said i don't have bestfriends, u don't go and feel awkward around me cause u've considered me as one. this is the way i am. i don't know what is bestfriend and i doubt any person will read this to the end cause it is so damn long.. =.="
Hi peeps. It's been awhile since i updated my blog. Almost forgot that i actually own a blog. まま～ So, there were sure lots of things happened since my last update. It was Ramadhan, we already celebrated Eid and now i'm in Egypt working my ass out going through my clinical years. Can't get enough of the craziness of my family i came back here with a heavy heart.
Eid this year, of course it's not as exciting as when i was a child, i got to do my own dish!! yeah! haha~ well, it's not that i was lazy to cook or whatsoeva last Eids but you know how my mom was. She still think she's raising 'kids'. Will cause a chaos if she let us working in the kitchen. After some discussion with my older sis' THEN she let us cook for the guests. Not a heavy dish but i did mushroom soup and homemade garlic spread bread. DON'T doubt the taste!! It was DELICIOUS recognized by me!
The first Family Day ever! We went to Cherating, Pahang. I thought the beach was beautiful but i guess not. Kind of disappointed with the beach especially. It supposed to be clean. I see diapers everywhere. *sigh* Well, i planned a lot of games actually. For kids and adults. Some games got cut off from the plan by my sis. Time restrained, she said. I didn't really care cause we had so much fun at the beach. Funny thing was, the balloons filled with water were not bursting! Supposed they will get us wet, we got pain instead. Haha! Still, we keep on shooting them to our family members!
The Red Warrior! i was freaking excited when i met them! My friends weren't cause the are not from Kelantan. You know how much Kelantanese obsessed with their football team! It was at KLIA that i met them. First, i spotted Khairul Fahmi siting with his friend while listening to Oppa Gangnam Style quite loud. I 100% sure it was him n i turned back at walked pass him to tell my family bout him. At the the international boarding gate, i waited for my friends to gather so that we could go to our gate together. The TRW team went down the escalator and we (my family and other strangers) were cheering like crazy. Afiq Azmi went later actually. He's not one of TRW's player, a loan player but he's so handsome that i got excited some more! haha! my sis called him and when he turned back, my sis ducked in a shock and left me hanging don't know what to do. I just stared blankly at the roof. Then, my mom called him. Now i waved at him and said "Goodluck, Afiq!" He waved back and said thanks! it made my day~ When my friends gathered, we went to the gate and the police(?) there said that we will ride the same plane as them! My heart got flowery. Other thing happened before we rode the plane and on the plane itself. i just keep it to my heart~ Some are disturbing, really~ Hee
P/S: every event, i have soo much things to say. but this post will get too long and u will get tired of reading~ Till we meet again. i don't know when. HAHA!
i do feel different about this year fasting month. and to write the reasons bout it will make me sound boastful. so i'll just keep it deep in my heart. i think those who do nothing or do the same like any other month except hunger and thirst are unfortunate. this is the month where u can multiple ur ibadah cause this is the month where u get multiple of pahala. how generous our God is. i'm not saying this because i am all perfect or whatsoever. i am, too, sometimes playing around in front of computer and listen to some musics. watch tv programs n sleep. but here i am to remind you even a single person who read this that it is not too late. we have less than 10 days left and why not we go to taraweeh and read al-quran. chase lailatul qadar people! stop wasting time!
p/s Welcome to 60's!! alhamdulillah~ let's aim for 50's now shall we? (u have no idea what it is? then, dont ask cause i dun intend to tell ya)
It's been a while since my last post. Well, nothing's special happened except for some friends came to my house last week for 3days of holiday in Kelantan. It did exhaust me but we really had a great time! It was troublesome to think of where did i wanted to bring them to but it all went smoothly unexpectedly. Thanks to my mom i guess. Hehe.
We went to alot of places and since they like shopping alot we actually went to wakaf che yeh and kbmall twice. Of course rantau panjang and pengkalan kubor once. The longest distance i had driven to. Still remember last year, my dad was mad at me AND my mom cause she let me drove from pengkalan kubor to kota bharu. It wasn't a big deal though.
I dont know since when or how all these had started, my family seemed to know about my ex-crush. I wrote ex because don't like him anymore. Haha. My sis thought that i lost weight because i liked someone which was not completely true. I lost weight because of health reason and there was this doctor who came to my university and told us that he hated a fat doctor. That really caught me off guard. And of course, though it's minor one, i had some kind of oath with my bro that i will loose weight in years of studying in Egypt.
Just why did i wrote about this unimportant things? Cause i'm bored really. Bear with me. I have nothing to do. Have given a thought of joining an archery class but it is expensive that i would kill myself. Europe trip next year!! Need to save a whole sum of money.
P/S somebody please kill yhose semut gatal in this house. There has not been a day, they bit me.
Hi everybody~ Been searching everywhere for a place for me to join a volleyball team in kelantan. i can't find anywhere to the extend that i gave up. Well, summer holiday is starting which means i have 3 more months in Malaysia. The thing is, i dun really know what to do and what do i have to do to initiate something fun. boring gile i tell u.. my sis is not around to go loitering around KLCC or Midvalley. Watch movies or watsoeva. Since tomorrow i'm heading to my hometown i need to, atleast, think of what i'm going to do. I've listed everything before i touched down Malaysia, i know but.. there's a lot of other thing to count in too..!!
*ding..ding..ding* exam's comiiiinngg~~ it's been a while since i updated my blog. i don't really have anything interesting happened lately. Just going through normal and typical days during study leave. Well, i do have this excitement to go back to Malaysia which i rarely feel this way. This is the second time i will go back to my hometown this year. The first time was when my bro was married. Even so, i have soooooo many things to do!
Thinking of doing:
an attachment in hospital,
join a japanese class,
buying gadgets (MUST DO!),
learn some recipes from mom,
baking,
open crepe business (only if my crepes are good after i learn it by myself at home)
a part-time job so that i could save money for Europe trip next year
crocheting
all of these in 3 months of holiday? maybe i could unless i just sit around and do nothing like i always did last year AND last two years~ Haha! Since my sis (who is also studying in Egypt) will be going back a lil bit late since her final is in July, i don't know with whom will i go loitering around KLCC and Midvalley watching movies and simply walking around. Well, i do have a lot of sis and bros but most of them are working and studying. I'll b just going back to Kelantan then.. and do my stuffs.. and..and do nothing.. and.. ARRGH! BYE!
i've been watching my weight seriously lately. i started my diet last December 2011. i dun really know what makes me want to loose weight. For healthy reason maybe? guess i want to boost my confidence. It's a fact. A slimmer (SAY NO TO ANOREXIA) women tend to have more confidence than a fat women.
another 15kg then i'm good~
a short post from me~
P/S nok kelik Mesia doh~~ yippeee~
Salam~ Hi everybody~ This International Cultural Day happened like a week ago and I wanted to blog about this like a day after the event (so that i won't forget even a lil bit detail of that awesome day) but i guess i didn't have much time~ Hehe! So here we are! This event was the most awesome coolest the best event i've ever attend, i must say! and to be part of the crew was perfect!
Preparation
Seriously, i didn't have much sleep and i literally did not study much during those three epic days. We (me n housemates) joined the crew a lil bit late but still there were so much things to do. We came to GMN centre (where we gathered around to finish things off) early in the morning and went back to our house like 12AM to 2AM. I know it's quite long since there were so many things to do but we had fun seriously. We met new friends and joked around. Worked and ate together. It's fun!
D-Day
Without having much sleep, we went to Malaysian booth very early in the morning. As we were all already assigned with our own duty, we immediately got busy. Well, i was appointed as DJ. When they asked me whether i wanna be the music controller or not before the event, without thinking twice, i accepted the job. My undeniable love to music! Hohohoho! Seriously, i didn't really know what to do at first. But it got better with time~ The thing is, i do have some regret accepting this job. Cause all i did was sitting on a chair and played some traditional musics plus Chinese and Indian musics. I can't really focus on other cool things our guests did like spontaneous rope jumping match, kugiran n others.
Karaoke
Never thought there were so much singing talent here in Mansoura. Yup. We even have karaoke party! And of course i was the one who in charged with taking song requests. Since i'm not really a malay-songs lover especially those evergreen songs and whatsoever, i was at loss when they requested me some unfamiliar songs. Thanks to a senior who lent me his harddisk fulled of karaoke songs (the hardisk was broken cause of some freakin virus. my laptop was affected as well and i'm very sorry for him).
In-Hall Event
Epic!! We, Malaysian who live in Mansoura, Egypt, were very proud of our country! We sang the loudest national anthem than the other 6 countries. And also we cheered the loudest during the Malaysian performances! We beat all those other countries! YEAH~ here's the Zapin performance by the way~
Not as good as pro but still made us proud maaah! Zapin FTW!
The so-called high class stage prepared by some Arab's company and Malaysian crews~
All Malaysian crews in charged with the stage&hall together with fellow performers
Booth
Pictures will tell us all~
Board that my housemate, Amal, made~ Cute right? Since we were out of idea ( they don't usually come at 3 o'clock in the morning, don't they? XD) i just put anything that came out of my mind like "Awak gemok". And one of my Arab friend told Amal (since she's in charged with the section) that some of the Arabic grammar were wrong. And i was like,"BRING IT ON! WHICH PART HUH??"
The "Other" ethnics section like Kadazan next to Chinese section~ All were handmade!
Indian's section. Things at Indian's wedding ceremony~ I don't really know what each thing means
We have Malaysian foods cooking demonstration outside the booth~ Again, i dunno what kind of food they prepared~ haha! so busy maaah~
We had fake wedding ceremony (but the couples were all married so don't worry~)! Got problem searching for lagu kahwin for a while. It won't be a prob if i was told beforehand but it's okay~ hoho!
Games section! Dam~ We also had congkak and batu seremban~
What we call this? Bamboo jumping?? *google search* Ok..it's bamboo dance~ hehe~
LOL at his face expression! Picture credit to Taqi Cronoz! Cool pic~
I painted the rocket and the moon~ Just saying~ AHahahhaha~
During the night of the event~ So many people at Malaysian booth. And i heard from my friends that some Arabs came three times to our booth. Morning, evening and then at night. Haha!
Kugiran team~ I dunno whether their presence were planned or not! Haha! First, they performed outside of the hall and gained some crowd over there. And then they came at our booth and things were becoming more fun and mood were elevated. We were all singing to "Rasa Sayang Hey" and other songs!
Booth Crew FTW! The event was successful cause you work so hard! ♥
Ehem. Non-related picture. This was after a circus show we attended. A boring one. Sekian~
That's all i guess~ And oh! We were covered in Arab's news. Nothing to brag on even they captured me on the news. I didn't even know they were filming us. Isogashi isogashi~
Till we meet again~ bye bye~
Picturessss credit to Kak Paz, Kak Nad, Sharifah Aisyah and Abg Taqi~ Thanks for the cool pictures~ Didn't bring any camera, sbb tu kena sedut2 sikit~ ♥
a lot of people asked me "what is wrong with your foot??" after they looked at my foot covered with elastic bandage. I would normally said "Well, it's just a sprained ankle". And then they were like,"How?" It's quite embarrassing to tell them how i got this thing. Frankly i said,"futsal" but the truth is i injured myself while walking around in the futsal court during a short break of the match. No one kicked my foot and no ball hit me. I just randomly sprained my foot and fell. There goes my volleyball match. Haha! I don't know whether someone heard me or not but i kept on repeating "nak main volley..nak main volley" when two girls helped me out to where the handsome doctor was.
Clumsy.. i know. Cause three days ago i accidentally hurt my foot while scraping the carpet (it's a habit! u can't blame me). Went to hospital and the doc said it's just a mild sprain so no worries. but again... there goes my money!!!!!!! Should have gone to university hospital since it's free for student.. T_T nk shopping...
I didn't tell my parents bout my injury cause it's not that serious. It's been a week and my parents called me sounded shock actually and ask for my explanation about a picture of 'a foot', not a normal one obviously, in facebook. Hohoho~ Well, i do remember posting a picture of my foot (limited view for family only~) but seriously i didn't remember that my dad also has a facebook account. XD (but dad..y u take so long to log in ur facebook?)
P/S: saya kehilangan sblah stokin warna biru dekat Zagazig. Sesape jumpe sila buang~
i think, there's a reason behind me of not wanting to participate in futsal match a week before. yay me i got a sprained ankle yesterday during the match. i hardly can walk cause it hurts too much. Though i enjoyed playing futsal but still it was very frustrating cause i can only contribute in one match and a half only! And poor the last-minute sub player since she's injured too. Secondly, i can't express how much thwarted i was because of my sudden dropout from the volleyball team due to this injury. All i can do was cheer them on during the tournament and suppressing my urge to play along disregard the pain. We lost the game by the way.
Well, despite those unhappy things happened, i had a great time in Zagazig University~ Cheering on Mansoura team really blew all the sadness away! We didn't win much but it did fire up us all to win all the games back next year!! I'm sooooo going to participate! YEAH!
P/S: going to hospital after this for further check up on my foot..i don't think i can join the volleyball friendly match with Arabs tomorrow.. no matter how much i wanna join... T_T
i got sport's day this 23rd for all Malaysian who study here in Egypt. i think it's only for those who are taking Medic only? i dunno since the name itself is the 'Perubatan Sport's Day'. Disregard of my upcoming mid term exam, yes, i'm participating the sport's day. and guess what? i'm going to play 3 games for one whole day.. kinda regret taking part in futsal. seriously, i can't even kick a freakin ball! but nobody is participating, so here i am.. Other games i'll be taking part are volleyball and tarik tali. nobody's going to play tarik tali and once again i'm becoming a bidan terjun. Well, for volleyball, i ♥ it~ So, i don't mind at all~ Just that, i have problem with my wrist joint lately. Plus the burn i got while cooking at the same place exactly! Whooah.. it hurts sometimes.. need to be more careful next. toodles~
btw, my mid term exam is going to be on 25th.. which mean 2 days after PSD~ yay me! T___T
Just a quick update from me since i've been away for a long time now. It's already 2 weeks after i came back from Malaysia. Yup~ I'm back to reality. An awesome, i hope, reality. Egypt is the same as before except for a new shop here in Mansoura called "Cinnamon". You guess right~ A doppelganger of "Cinnabon"! I don't really like cinnamon though so always avoided this shop anywhere i go. The smell is literally killing me.
Semester 6 is all about parasites. Sometimes i even dream of parasites like seriously. I'm in Case 4 right now which means the fifth week but already need to memorize 12 plus plus parasites. Not only the name of course. Everything about the parasites. Like their life cycles, hosts, habitats and even their eggs. Still trying not so hard to keep everything in mind but they aren't very friendly with me. *sigh* Well, i dunno but i've been really cautious about everything lately. Hygiene especially. I don't want any monsters living inside me for sure!
By the way, i made a bet with my friend a.k.a my housemate, Amal. Whoever be able to lost weight the most in one month will be given 30LE by the opponent~ We even handwritten a contract about this! I have my confidence! Hehehe!
TTYL~
P/S: i wrote a post bout something in my iPod but strangely, there are some error while publishing it. It's very long and i'm a lazy bum to wrote them all again using lappy. Soooo, there it goes~ to the dustbin~ Okay..iPod does not have dustbin..just imagine it had one~
P/S: Sorry... no pictures of my bro's wedding. i'll post it after my bro email it to me~ (which i think it won't happen at all)
"There are two types of people out there. One that entertains and one that observes."
That was what Britney Spears said in 'Circus'. Well she's not actually the one who said it. The lyric to her song, to be exact her lyricist said it. If we read this quote carefully, some of you might think 'I'm freakin both!' Hell yeah you are both! i don't think we should classified people into entertainers and observers cause entertainers might also observe others and vice versa. There are absolutely no one who actually does only one thing in his or her life. Well, of course, since we are not perfect, we are more inclined to any preferred category.
People's behavior are all different. There are no single person who have the same personality with other person. Well, maybe we can exclude this to twins or maybe to some people but these are absolutely rare. There must be one behavior which is different from others. It maybe favorable and it also might be unfavorable. Depends on the person him/herself to guide it perfectly.
But the thing is, every person have their own behavior which we can't stand. That person particularly is our own acquaintances, friends or maybe even family. But who are we to hate them because of their personality when we ourselves have our own personality that they hate. That's when the word 'tolerance' came from. To form a harmonious and proportionate household, we must tolerate with each other. Well, of course, if the members of one household are devils, for example, they are those criminals who like to kill people and stabbing people is their hobby, just kill them back either when u are still alive or u are already a ghost(i think i watch too much 18SG movies =_="), just leave the house and live somewhere else. Those are not people. Must be psychiatric patients.
i think i'm the one who have this mental illness. i dont know what has gone into me that i wrote this kind of post. Ape la yang ak membebel nih.. =_="
P/S: Seriously, this post does not related to any one who is dead or alive AT ALL! just a random one. Waaah..people might think that this has something to do with me. Hahaha~ ♪i dun care eh-eh-eh-eh-eh♪
it's my third day in Malaysia and since yesterday i'm in my hometown, Kelantan~ It's been three months since i left here but it changed so much. A lot of rain too~ My house is not in a good condition i must say. My dad with his works and etc etc with this upcoming my bro's wedding. I'm kinda sad i can't attend the majlis this 11/3. But it's okay though, i still can go to his akad nikah this 5/2~
Btw, my bro offers his keyboard for 1k. I'm sooooo buying it! But the thing is i don't really think that my dad's going to give me permission to bring this thing to Egypt.. Sooooo not going to happen.. I'll think the other way
yup..i just landed Malaysia this evening. I felt nothing. haha. Weird huh. Maybe because it's not long before my last holiday in here. But the happy part today is, i've given my iPod to Apple store in KLCC for repair. But the guy told me that i won't get my iPod back cause i'll be getting a new one~ YAY~ it's Apple's policy to give a new one in exchange to broken iPod that is still under warranty~ it would be better if they give me a white iPod~ new change of style but i i dont think so~
Did i tell you that i had my poster presentation last year? Last year as in last month which means it just happened like 2 weeks ago? So, the presentation went...quite well... We were practicing like mad before the day but guess what.. We presented in only 2 minutes! The doctors were quite busy i guess with the time was running out since there will be a lecture after that. i didnt even attend that lecture! Muahahaha! I did the introduction and the doctor went straight to the conclusion~ Well, well~ Just made my life easier~ Hehe!
With my awesome PBL-mates~ AND the poster entitled "Survival *something something* in Hepatocellular Carcinoma Patient"
Coincidentally, that day was one of my PBL-mate's birthday, Syafiq the so-called Cine. He was at the most right in the picture above~ So, we all except Pansee, the arabic girl, went to Fondy (Italian Restaurant in front of the university) to celebrate his birthday after the poster presentation~ That was the last gathering and it was really fun.
The balloons were already there when we came..hoho~ Happy Belated Birthday Cine!! We both were born in December~
Actually i'm in my study leave.. Final exam is coming in 8 days more.. it's 2AM right now.. usually it's my movies/drama/melagho time but since i had watched almost all of movies in my hardisk, i dun really know what to do. My housemates are all sleeping.. should i do the same too? ok then~ hikhikhik~ Tata~ Assalamualaikum~
P/S: O Allah, May Sarah pass this final examination and any other exams in the future successfully which also include any test from You.. Amin..♥
Woot Woot! It's 2012 already! Yay! *claps* *throws confetti* Well, it's okay to be happy and i don't want to spoil ur mood of how near we all are with death.. So, why don't we make this year as the year of change? Change all of our bad sides and improve all of our good sides. No money will be used but we will feel great about it. Trust me. Waah~ Look how matured i am this year! hohohoho~~
Here we go with 2012's resolution!!
Welcome 2012!
1) UK tour this summer break!
2) Loss 10KG
3) Win any places (for now) in Volleyball Tournament
4) Save money for UK trip
5) Improve my cooking
6) Mumtaz for Sem5 n Sem 6
7) New gadget from Apple product~ Hehe~
8) Learn how to crochet
9) Less addiction to Korean artists
10) Learn Japanese
Let's see if i hit the jackpot~ 2012 is going to be MY year! XD
