.alex-trip.

ola everybodi~ i just got back from Alexandria at 2.15AM and now 3.00AM, i'm writing in this blog~ Why? Because i dun wanna sleep (though i feel sleepy like hell) so that i won't miss my Subuh prayer~ It'll be hard to wake up if u're this tired. It was quite fun actually~ never thought shopping can be fun~ Hehe~ didn't shop much though ~ Peace~

P/S: Happy Birthday Eqa~ 

.dream.

i love gadget

people say that i'm weird cause imma girl

what? 

there are many gadgets for girls too!

i want all the gadgets out there 

even i know they doesn't give me any profit

well, some of them~

i got this dilemma to choose between iPad and iPod Touch

so, i ask this someone who is a gadget freak which one is better

since (i think) he already used both of em

he chose iPod Touch

iPad is like a bigger version of iPod..

but still i got my eyes on iPod Touch!

TEEHEE~

P/S: going to Alex tomorrow..i mean today since it already past 12 midnight~ Hope i had a good time~

P/S2: i dun't understand human at all! they are full of secrets, sometimes rage and jealousy.. 

.wah!.

wah! wah! (my new word addiction after "cool") Exam is finished!! kkeut! owari!! so..what's my plan for this winter break? NOTHING!! hahaha~ except for lying down the whole day watching movies~ XDDDD ah~ i'm soo cool!~ NOT! update later~ TEEHEE!~

.tomorrow.

tomorrow is the first day of my examination!~

YAY!!

.not.

So, the first thing is Multiple Choice Question~ or we call it as MCQ~

i can just simply shoot any number if it's too hard~ XD

Next two days after is Short Essay~

I'm quite dead if i didn't know anything bout the question -_-;

Next two days after that is OSCE~

oh hey~ ur fren is just at ur side! roll ur eyeball and ur fine! 

ok..that's a bad idea...T_T

P/S: it's raining...it's going to be a hellish cold after this...

*currently listening to "Supa Luv" by Teen Top

.guilt.

*sigh*

i felt guilt..to everybody out there

i shouldn't have start this thing...

mama n papa..sorry for making u worry bout money when i ask you to give a whole lot of em to travel..

my friends..sorry for canceling everything after we decided to go travel..

my friend..sorry for making someone mad at u..

my sis' friend..sorry for giving u a false hope..

myself..sorry for not studying today bcoz of these things..

BEAST..sorry for not coming back to Malaysia when u visit BEAUTY..

 Yosoeb..sorry for not cheering for you when u're on stage

..last but not least..

my cat..sorry for planning to leave you alone at home..i'm still am..

*cries*

*currently listening to "Cry" by MBLAQ *cries*

.おげんきですか?、みんなさん~.

hey peeps~ how was ur day? hoho~ good i guess~ mine? same things same routines~ 6 days more before my final~ but i'm not quite ready yet~ I had to change my way of study..now it's 2 cases per day rather than one case! yay me! and wut da hell am i doing right now instead of studying? Well, it's not good if u studied 24 hours non-stop right? hoho~ But the thing is, it's WORST if u were taking a break for 10 hours! Plus u sleep more than other people do like for 12 hours? Then u got 2 more hours to study. Yup..i like to sleep but a lil bit too much~ XD And the real distraction is.............*drum rolls*.................Korea! *clap*clap* I listen to their music, i watch their variety shows, i adore them, i waste my time on them, i bla bla bla*keep on babbling bout Korea* bla bla.. pheww..too much to say bout them~ Just now, i watched 3 episodes of "Beast Almighty" with ma friends (we had a great laugh btw). It was actually my study time but i couldn't resist to watch em~ Frankly, we wanted to watch it AFTER the examination but i dunno why we stuck in front of the laptop and start watching! All blames to..................*drum rolls again*...................Internet!!! YEAH~ i think i said this on my previous previous previous post~ hahaha~

P/S: i threw 15minutes to write!~ gonna start study soon~

*currently listening to "High High" by Big Bang (GD&TOP)

.misconceive.

おはよ！ola~ i'll go straight to the point kay~ i didnt like putting too much emotion into my blog post.. but i guess i can't hold it~ hohoho!!~ but be caution, maybe you will read this kind of thing -> (wat the hell is wrong with Paris Hilton? Is it necessary to search a BFF in a reality show?)  cause i'm surfing the net at da same time~ XD So, why did i have this guts to write something controversial this thing up? Well, because someone misunderstood me and i'm not a person who make a post and then delete em just like that~ BUT! i won't just go n tell everything off, then keep quiet like nothing happened. It's such a disgrace. (smosh is funny n vulgar at da same time! but Ryan Higa is funnier! youtubers that i'm talking about, don't go and ask who da heck) I'm not perfect at all and i do have something that i,myself, disfavor my unfavorable defect. So, what did i do? i just silenced my mouth off hoping that the other party will get annoyed which make me annoyed at da same time cause i'm not a person who like to argue. And yeah, almost all of the time i stay quiet. (I'm SO going to buy iPad 2! hope it's not a freaking rumour!) So, what u have to do is to STAY QUIET too bout it disregard the reason why i act like that! Don't go off and say, "i know, i know why'd u get mad" cause it's freakin annoying.  If u did that, then, there's a BIG probability that i won't tell u da reason and i won't get this mad for days. Well, to be frank, i'm not anymore. it's just that it's getting awkward between the two of us. I know, I'M the one who start it, and i'm at fault too but it's getting nowhere. (ahh~ Yosoebie) When we joke around, sometimes ur sarcasm did hurt me. To list em all, it's quite alot. "It's only a joke". u might say that but even a joke can hurt people and they will be categorized  as "tak sporting" cause they take it deep what were said to them. oh..and that sarcastic look..it's a joke but i see it as an insult..

The conclusion is, is not because of ur blog post, since i know from the start, it's not me who u pointed to. it's even before when u post it up that lead to this. Something....just something that is not right and my mood swing to add it more. OH WELL, HERE WE GOES! YOU JUST DID IT!! >:(! YOU KNOW I HATE PEOPLE'S PRETENDING! AND U JUST DID IT!!! (strikethrough after my madness soothes down when watching BEAST's Yosoeb) *sigh* let the time heal everything..i hate to think that i need to fix everything and when i don't, our friendship just end like that. That's how hard-headed i can get, an ended friendship. i'm not the type who raise my voice up when i'm angry. Patience leads me. But when i'm overheated, nobody knows what will happened. Exam is just around the corner, and i really hope that this doesn't affect you cause u're precious friend of mine. i don't care if u read this or not cause what i care the most is the feeling of letting everything off. I'll just stay in my latent mood. hehe~ じゃね。。

P/S: got 5 cases more!!! FIGHTO-OH! Really hope that i'll pass everything! yeah!
P/S2: Looking forward for inkigayo~~ hope to see more of good music from Korean Celeb~
P/S3: be proud cause u're unique~

*currently listening to "Thanks To" by BEAST (Yosoeb & Junhyung)

.quetch.

complaining...duh...

.ma nieces.

ma sis uploaded her daughters' pic in fb and all of sudden, i miss my nieces! they are all grown up though it's only 3 months since i left 'em~ When Eisya was 2, her younger sis,Mia, was born. We, all the mummys (yeah, they call us "mummy" instead of aunt, XD), like to bully Eisya that we were going to take Mia aways from her~ hehe and she was like...

The Mummys: Mummy amik Mia wat balik umah grandpa ek~ Eisya dok umah sorang2~ main sorang2~
Eisya: Taknak!! Mia Eisya! Bukan Mia mummy!!

now..when they both 4 and 2 years old..Opia's born~

The Mummys: Mummy amik Mia wat balik umah granpa ek~ Eisya dok umah sorang2 dgn bibik!~
Eisya: Ambik ah!
Mia: ................
The Mummys: Kalau mummy amik Opia wat balik, bleh?
Eisya&Mia: TAK BOLEH!! *cry*

Well, they like to bicker...snatching their own toys and watsoeva...hehe~

.everything is different.

when we are on study leave, everybody acts differently. No more jokes! No more hanging out! And no more movies time together. They are just stuck in their own rooms and study. Well, i dun really know what are they doing ALONE in there, probably watching porn, sleeping or whatsoever. But yeah..it's hella quiet! haha~ So, am I acting the same way? well uh...maybe~ hehe~ it's final we're talking about~ i've never been so diligent in my life before i step into university life. now i know what hard work actually mean is. though i didn't work hard enough in my study, i guess~ hehe! too many distractions!

And yeah, my old habit comes again~ Singing! I dun sing nor dance well <--- wut da fish! it's not compulsory to sing or dance well to be a human! haha~ Listening to music while reading notes is one thing that i couldn't keep off. Some people can read while listening to music but not me! i'll end up singing along to the song with some stiff dance some more XD.

The heck with all those.
TEEHEE!

*currently listening to Cry by MBLAQ~ ♪u make me cry..♪

.akemashite omedeto gozaimasu!.

woot~ woot~ there goes the year 2010!! errmm...should i be happy or cry? hohoho~ neither i guess~ it's 1.01AM on the 1st January 2011~ Quite a nice date~ Wonder if anybody got married today! XD Well, as promised, here's my 2011 resolution!!

WELCOME 2011!! IT'S GOING TO BE MY YEAR!!

1. Increase ibadah and prayer to Allah
2. Mumtaz for Sem 3 and Sem 4! I was gonna write "Jayyid Jiddan" but we should aim higher, right?
3. Lose 5kg! For healthy reason.
4. Have an awesome summer break in MALAYSIA!
5. Buy an iPad or iPod Touch AND video cam!
6. Steal iPhone4 from Sis Nonie-who-doesn't-like-touch-screen-mobile-but-insist-to-use-it.
7. Learn Japanese.
8. Meet with any *cough*kpopidol*cough*
9. A nice trip to a place that i've never been to.
10. A new Sarah who doesn't sulk easily, humble, smart and unselfish person.
11. WORLD PEACE! wahahahaha!!

I hope to see more "SUCCESS" mission next year~ hehehe~ bye all~

*currently listening to "I'll Be Back" by 2PM

.happy new year? Not YET!.

Well, people in East Asia or Southeast Asia are celebrating New Year right now~ but not yet here in Egypt~ hehe~ got 5hours and 50minutes to go~ Oh yeah~ So, i think i should just continue my "blog tradition" by copy and pasting my last year resolution~ i guess, i'll got LOT of "FAIL" resolution in my face~ hehehe~ This one is exactly one of my post dated on 5th January 2010~ except the one HIGHLIGHTED~ XD

Welcome 2010

IN 2010, I WISH THAT...

1. i will get 'Mumtaz' in the first year of studying medic at Mansoura University FAILED
2. My laziness will be cured SUPER FAILED
3. i could go back to Malaysia this summer holiday and be a lazy ass SUCCESS
4. i can play guitar n keyboard FAILED
5. i could get my body in shape SUPER DUPER FAILED
6. i could lift my confidence up high HALF-SUCCESS
7. my new house is like a house in Egypt..wide n peace SUCCESS
8. learn arabic ammiah n japanese SUCCESS (still learning though)
9. manage my financial well FAILED
10. save some money SUCCESS 
11. create a volleyball team in Egypt FAILED (but i got to play it, just satisfying, forget the team~)

Live ur Life to Fullest~~

P/S: what do u think about mr./miss-knows-it-all?? whell, he/she annoys me!~ Wahahaha~ (WTH is this???? XDD)

♪♫♪Naega keureokke reokke manmanhani
♫♪♪ Aaahh..It was when U-kiss entered my life~ coolly~ XD

That's it~ So many things happened in 2010. Well, i love most of the memories~ Especially my winter break tour with my friends, Brian Joo Showcase and also my time with my family~ I hope it will become better next year~ 

P/S: My 2010 resolutions are kinda general~ i'll specify them for 2011 after this ~ Hehehe

P/S2: Mata ai mashou~