,New Year! yay! 2013!.

it's 20minutes more til midnight! must do this fast!
SO! Like any past years since i created this blog, let's see my 2012's resolution! hope to see alot of successes! *godek2 balik post yg lepas*

1) UK tour this summer break! FAIL! going this 2013!

2) Loss 10KG SUCCESS!

3) Win any places (for now) in Volleyball Tournament SUCCESS!! 3rd place!

4) Save money for UK trip FAIL!! food is more important!

5) Improve my cooking SUCCESS! kot..

6) Mumtaz for Sem5 n Sem 6 FAIL!!

7) New gadget from Apple product~ Hehe~ FAIL FAIL FAIL!!!

8) Learn how to crochet FAIL!! separuh jalan jaa..

9) Less addiction to Korean artists SUCCESS! sikit aje~

10) Learn Japanese FAIL! been too lazy..

More failure than success. well, i need to work hard! Let's meet tomorrow for my next year's resolution!

P/S: celebrated my new year's eve with playing my most favourite sport! volley! no regret maah! though exam is around da corner~

.Hi December.

Hi Hello~

it's December 2012! i've lived this long already. hahaha. just a quick update.. i'm in my clinical year right now. exhausting? not really. but i've been coming home later compare to the other 3 years of studying. don't have anything to complaint. this is life~ u just have to accept any changes and be a quick adapter. this year is the year i realize too many things that i lack in. seriously i wanna improve my arabic! this is my 4th year and all i could converse in arabic is when i wanna buy something in shop! "Da bikam?" "Kullu kam". Been dreaming to argue with arabs in arabic! u look freaking stupid when u argue with them with broken arabic. seriously. lack of vocab n grammar! well, they dont really care about grammar to begin with. bleerghh..

Volleyball Tournament's coming up this 13th December! yeah. i did say to one of my friend that i participate in this game for fun. well, i'm gonna kick their asses real hard!! jaga2 semua~ tgh tone body nihh~ kang tekejut ade Malik Noor versi pompuan main volley~ hahah! that's not going to happen.. you know it..

this is the beauty of having a blog that nobody comes! cause nobody will read this n get offended~ -kkeut-

.F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

what friends are really for? seriously i'm asking.

there are times when our hope falls down and they lift it up though they are not even sure.
there are times when we cry hard and they come to ease our heart.
there are also times when they hurt us. but who are we to be hurt when we sometimes hurt them too?

i don't have any best friends. but i have lots of friends throughout my life. almost all of them are made from school. primary school, secondary school, high school, university. but then when we graduated so do some of our friendships. we went to different schools..different universities. they say, a best friend is a friend when you share everything about how you feel..how you have been..who is your crush..secrets..a place for you to cry to..and count on to. when we go down the list, then my family is my bestfriend. they know everything about me and sometimes the things that i don't know myself. so, when my friends trying to hide who my crush was infront of my sis, i laughed to myself. of course she knew. i knew her crush too. even my whole family knew where he lived. far far away~ you can cut your friendship's bond but not your family's.

to be a comrade like Naruto is surely difficult. he risks his own life for his friends. he chases after Sasuke non-stop though he knows how Sasuke had become and tries to change him back. i know it is just some freakin anime but the moral value is good for me to take in. i admit that i did cry watching this anime~ haha. we hardly heard about a friend willing to sacrifice his/her life for a dear friend. it happened but not as much. am i willing to? well, it's too much to ask this but if something happen i do want to take care of them. i'm not a good friend myself.

 i don't meddle in their problem. scared much? nope. it is for them to solve. i can only be by their side and cheer on. but if they didn't want to help themselves nobody could. seriously nobody. it all comes from you! if you think u cant do it..you CAN'T do it. if you can..then you CAN. simple as that. u can't do this test, u expect you can pass the next one? think twice. don't go around and tell 'he/she made me like this'..'i'm not happy because of him/her'. you know what. YOU made yourselves like this. your not happy because of YOURSELF. change the way you think.

Haha! how did i drag about 'friends' to 'how to be happy'. well, i meant the last paragraph to you who read this. a book by Andrew Matthews about "follow your heart" really changed my vision of seeing things. have this friend telling me i won't finish the book. well have this friend ever seeing me reading a book? i like books and there's a reason why i like them cause i READ them~ novels especially..i don't dig medical books~ TEHEE

To my friends out there.. just because i said i don't have bestfriends, u don't go and feel awkward around me cause u've considered me as one. this is the way i am. i don't know what is bestfriend and i doubt any person will read this to the end cause it is so damn long.. =.="

Sekian

.since last update.

.Salam.

Hi peeps. It's been awhile since i updated my blog. Almost forgot that i actually own a blog. まま～ So, there were sure lots of things happened since my last update. It was Ramadhan, we already celebrated Eid and now i'm in Egypt working my ass out going through my clinical years. Can't get enough of the craziness of my family i came back here with a heavy heart.

Eid this year, of course it's not as exciting as when i was a child, i got to do my own dish!! yeah! haha~ well, it's not that i was lazy to cook or whatsoeva last Eids but you know how my mom was. She still think she's raising 'kids'. Will cause a chaos if she let us working in the kitchen. After some discussion with my older sis' THEN she let us cook for the guests. Not a heavy dish but i did mushroom soup and homemade garlic spread bread. DON'T doubt the taste!! It was DELICIOUS recognized by me!

The first Family Day ever! We went to Cherating, Pahang. I thought the beach was beautiful but i guess not. Kind of disappointed with the beach especially. It supposed to be clean. I see diapers everywhere. *sigh* Well, i planned a lot of games actually. For kids and adults. Some games got cut off from the plan by my sis. Time restrained, she said. I didn't really care cause we had so much fun at the beach. Funny thing was, the balloons filled with water were not bursting! Supposed they will get us wet, we got pain instead. Haha! Still, we keep on shooting them to our family members!

The Red Warrior! i was freaking excited when i met them! My friends weren't cause the are not from Kelantan. You know how much Kelantanese obsessed with their football team! It was at KLIA that i met them. First, i spotted Khairul Fahmi siting with his friend while listening to Oppa Gangnam Style quite loud. I 100% sure it was him n i turned back at walked pass him to tell my family bout him. At the the international boarding gate, i waited for my friends to gather so that we could go to our gate together. The TRW team went down the escalator and we (my family and other strangers) were cheering like crazy. Afiq Azmi went later actually. He's not one of TRW's player, a loan player but he's so handsome that i got excited some more! haha! my sis called him and when he turned back, my sis ducked in a shock and left me hanging don't know what to do. I just stared blankly at the roof. Then, my mom called him. Now i waved at him and said "Goodluck, Afiq!" He waved back and said thanks! it made my day~ When my friends gathered, we went to the gate and the police(?) there said that we will ride the same plane as them! My heart got flowery. Other thing happened before we rode the plane and on the plane itself. i just keep it to my heart~  Some are disturbing, really~ Hee

P/S: every event, i have soo much things to say. but this post will get too long and u will get tired of reading~ Till we meet again. i don't know when. HAHA!

.Ramadhan.

ku mengharapkan ramadhan...kali ini penuh makna

i do feel different about this year fasting month. and to write the reasons bout it will make me sound boastful. so i'll just keep it deep in my heart. i think those who do nothing or do the same like any other month except hunger and thirst are unfortunate. this is the month where u can multiple ur ibadah cause this is the month where u get multiple of pahala. how generous our God is. i'm not saying this because i am all perfect or whatsoever. i am, too, sometimes playing around in front of computer and listen to some musics. watch tv programs n sleep. but here i am to remind you even a single person who read this that it is not too late. we have less than 10 days left and why not we go to taraweeh and read al-quran. chase lailatul qadar people! stop wasting time!

p/s Welcome to 60's!! alhamdulillah~ let's aim for 50's now shall we? (u have no idea what it is? then, dont ask cause i dun intend to tell ya)