Wednesday, January 12, 2011

.guilt.

*sigh*

i felt guilt..to everybody out there

i shouldn't have start this thing...

mama n papa..sorry for making u worry bout money when i ask you to give a whole lot of em to travel..

my friends..sorry for canceling everything after we decided to go travel..

my friend..sorry for making someone mad at u..

my sis' friend..sorry for giving u a false hope..

myself..sorry for not studying today bcoz of these things..

BEAST..sorry for not coming back to Malaysia when u visit BEAUTY..

 Yosoeb..sorry for not cheering for you when u're on stage

..last but not least..

my cat..sorry for planning to leave you alone at home..i'm still am..

*cries*

*currently listening to "Cry" by MBLAQ *cries*


Sunday, January 9, 2011

.おげんきですか?、みんなさん~.

hey peeps~ how was ur day? hoho~ good i guess~ mine? same things same routines~ 6 days more before my final~ but i'm not quite ready yet~ I had to change my way of study..now it's 2 cases per day rather than one case! yay me! and wut da hell am i doing right now instead of studying? Well, it's not good if u studied 24 hours non-stop right? hoho~ But the thing is, it's WORST if u were taking a break for 10 hours! Plus u sleep more than other people do like for 12 hours? Then u got 2 more hours to study. Yup..i like to sleep but a lil bit too much~ XD And the real distraction is.............*drum rolls*.................Korea! *clap*clap* I listen to their music, i watch their variety shows, i adore them, i waste my time on them, i bla bla bla*keep on babbling bout Korea* bla bla.. pheww..too much to say bout them~ Just now, i watched 3 episodes of "Beast Almighty" with ma friends (we had a great laugh btw). It was actually my study time but i couldn't resist to watch em~ Frankly, we wanted to watch it AFTER the examination but i dunno why we stuck in front of the laptop and start watching! All blames to..................*drum rolls again*...................Internet!!! YEAH~ i think i said this on my previous previous previous post~ hahaha~

P/S: i threw 15minutes to write!~ gonna start study soon~

*currently listening to "High High" by Big Bang (GD&TOP)

Saturday, January 8, 2011

.misconceive.

おはよ!ola~ i'll go straight to the point kay~ i didnt like putting too much emotion into my blog post.. but i guess i can't hold it~ hohoho!!~ but be caution, maybe you will read this kind of thing -> (wat the hell is wrong with Paris Hilton? Is it necessary to search a BFF in a reality show?)  cause i'm surfing the net at da same time~ XD So, why did i have this guts to write something controversial this thing up? Well, because someone misunderstood me and i'm not a person who make a post and then delete em just like that~ BUT! i won't just go n tell everything off, then keep quiet like nothing happened. It's such a disgrace. (smosh is funny n vulgar at da same time! but Ryan Higa is funnier! youtubers that i'm talking about, don't go and ask who da heck) I'm not perfect at all and i do have something that i,myself, disfavor my unfavorable defect. So, what did i do? i just silenced my mouth off hoping that the other party will get annoyed which make me annoyed at da same time cause i'm not a person who like to argue. And yeah, almost all of the time i stay quiet. (I'm SO going to buy iPad 2! hope it's not a freaking rumour!) So, what u have to do is to STAY QUIET too bout it disregard the reason why i act like that! Don't go off and say, "i know, i know why'd u get mad" cause it's freakin annoying.  If u did that, then, there's a BIG probability that i won't tell u da reason and i won't get this mad for days. Well, to be frank, i'm not anymore. it's just that it's getting awkward between the two of us. I know, I'M the one who start it, and i'm at fault too but it's getting nowhere. (ahh~ Yosoebie) When we joke around, sometimes ur sarcasm did hurt me. To list em all, it's quite alot. "It's only a joke". u might say that but even a joke can hurt people and they will be categorized  as "tak sporting" cause they take it deep what were said to them. oh..and that sarcastic look..it's a joke but i see it as an insult..

The conclusion is, is not because of ur blog post, since i know from the start, it's not me who u pointed to. it's even before when u post it up that lead to this. Something....just something that is not right and my mood swing to add it more. OH WELL, HERE WE GOES! YOU JUST DID IT!! >:(! YOU KNOW I HATE PEOPLE'S PRETENDING! AND U JUST DID IT!!! (strikethrough after my madness soothes down when watching BEAST's Yosoeb) *sigh* let the time heal everything..i hate to think that i need to fix everything and when i don't, our friendship just end like that. That's how hard-headed i can get, an ended friendship. i'm not the type who raise my voice up when i'm angry. Patience leads me. But when i'm overheated, nobody knows what will happened. Exam is just around the corner, and i really hope that this doesn't affect you cause u're precious friend of mine. i don't care if u read this or not cause what i care the most is the feeling of letting everything off. I'll just stay in my latent mood. hehe~ じゃね。。

P/S: got 5 cases more!!! FIGHTO-OH! Really hope that i'll pass everything! yeah!
P/S2: Looking forward for inkigayo~~ hope to see more of good music from Korean Celeb~
P/S3: be proud cause u're unique~

*currently listening to "Thanks To" by BEAST (Yosoeb & Junhyung)

Friday, January 7, 2011

.quetch.

complaining...duh...

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

.ma nieces.

ma sis uploaded her daughters' pic in fb and all of sudden, i miss my nieces! they are all grown up though it's only 3 months since i left 'em~ When Eisya was 2, her younger sis,Mia, was born. We, all the mummys (yeah, they call us "mummy" instead of aunt, XD), like to bully Eisya that we were going to take Mia aways from her~ hehe and she was like...

The Mummys: Mummy amik Mia wat balik umah grandpa ek~ Eisya dok umah sorang2~ main sorang2~
Eisya: Taknak!! Mia Eisya! Bukan Mia mummy!!

now..when they both 4 and 2 years old..Opia's born~

The Mummys: Mummy amik Mia wat balik umah granpa ek~ Eisya dok umah sorang2 dgn bibik!~
Eisya: Ambik ah!
Mia: ................
The Mummys: Kalau mummy amik Opia wat balik, bleh?
Eisya&Mia: TAK BOLEH!! *cry*

Well, they like to bicker...snatching their own toys and watsoeva...hehe~