Seriously (i keep using this word lately), i envy those who study overseas without using their parents' money. My friend's going to Russia under MARA scholarship tomorrow night... OK!! That's it!!! I don't wanna talk bout how jealous i am of her!! How pitiful i am using my own dad's money!! How stupid i am for not getting straight A1 in SPM!! Because maybe......this is the way God want me to lead my life....to Egypt....
But you know...time flies so fast that i can't really enjoy my life in my home sweet home... Seriously... i wanna go back to the day after i had my SPM result... and enjoy my life to the fullest.. Recently, i found something at my hometown.. there's a banner with "Belajar Bahasa Jepun" written on it and i was like.... " OH MY GOD!!!! How come i didn't see this advertistment before!!!" Seriously, i really wanna learn Japanese formally!! But now..i can't...since i'm going to Egypt next Tuesday.....
P/S : Oh yeah.. i'm exhausted since i had an open-house today.
"There’s always going to be another mountain I’m always going to want to make it move there's always going to be an uphill battle, Sometimes I'm going to have to lose, Ain’t about how fast I get there, Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side It’s the climb"
.these lyrics kind of inspire me. there's always gonna be another chances.. just move forward.. every chances you take, you will have your hard times.. Sometimes you have to lose or fail.. It's not about how fast you can achieve something.. or the prizes that you will get after.. It's the effort that you put to be success.. that will make it more valuable.. .what the heck is this? ^^.
