.Happy New Year!.

Woot Woot! It's 2012 already! Yay! *claps* *throws confetti* Well, it's okay to be happy and i don't want to spoil ur mood of how near we all are with death.. So, why don't we make this year as the year of change? Change all of our bad sides and improve all of our good sides. No money will be used but we will feel great about it. Trust me. Waah~ Look how matured i am this year! hohohoho~~

Here we go with 2012's resolution!!

Welcome 2012!

1) UK tour this summer break!

2) Loss 10KG

3) Win any places (for now) in Volleyball Tournament

4) Save money for UK trip

5) Improve my cooking

6) Mumtaz for Sem5 n Sem 6

7) New gadget from Apple product~ Hehe~

8) Learn how to crochet

9) Less addiction to Korean artists

10) Learn Japanese

Let's see if i hit the jackpot~ 2012 is going to be MY year! XD

.it's a day before new year!.

hi peeps! It's New Year eve~ So, as always i'll put my 2011's resolution here and let's see how many i manage to complete them by this year~ So, here is this year's wishlist~ i'll just copy and paste it here~

WELCOME 2011!! IT'S GOING TO BE MY YEAR!!

1. Increase ibadah and prayer to Allah -UNKNOWN-
2. Mumtaz for Sem 3 and Sem 4! I was gonna write "Jayyid Jiddan" but we should aim higher, right? -FAILED-
3. Lose 5kg! For healthy reason. -SUCCESS-
4. Have an awesome summer break in MALAYSIA! -SUCCESS-
5. Buy an iPad or iPod Touch AND video cam! -SUCCESS for iPod but FAILED for vid cam-
6. Steal iPhone4 from Sis Nonie-who-doesn't-like-touch-screen-mobile-but-insist-to-use-it. -FAILED-
7. Learn Japanese. -FAILED-
8. Meet with any *cough*kpopidol*cough* -SUCCESS-
9. A nice trip to a place that i've never been to. -FAILED-
10. A new Sarah who doesn't sulk easily, humble, smart and unselfish person. -UNKNOWN-
11. WORLD PEACE! wahahahaha!! -UNKNOWN-

4 successes, 4 failed, 4 unknown (cause it's too general and it's not up to me to evaluate those things). Nice lah~ Never thought i could loss 5kg..never loss any single kg in my life before! hoho~ i was such a lazy ass for sure. I'll work harder next year in 2012! 2012's resolutions will be in my next post tonight at 0000! tata~

P/S: currently in my study leave~

.study?volley?.

stress!! i just can't focus on my study if anything else are still bothering me! Fortunately, tomorrow is the last day of volleyball tournament. After several losses in this tournament i actually feel a lil bit relieved. I know i'm weird, i didn't even win a single set at all! not that i'm suck in this sport though~ Adat pertandingan ada menang ada kalah~ acecece~ But we really did a good job cause three of my teammates are very new in this game but they catch up with us fast! *clap!clap!*

study? imma break both legs! i admit that i'm not good with managing time. I can't do something else when i have other thing to be completed with. 20 days to go..if i dont start now, i'm doomed! but a lil bit exhausted today..i was like,"OK! nak tido lepas subuh!" i don't think it's going to happen.. -off to bed-

GO SUGAR RUSH!!

Hi~ been saving money lately but for some reason pitis are just disappearing non-stop. So toyol is what i suspect the most. Friends said it's ok as long as the money are for foods but if u think more deeply, how much can u save if u didn't use the money on food at all!

No Food = Dead Slim = Lots of $money$ 

Lots of Food = Puffy = No money

volleyball tournament = lots of stalls opened = extreme money loss

Iffy issue! But then, there's a lot of things planned for next year summer which a lot of money is needed. Yup.. i'm not going back to Malaysia next year! WAH! I'M SO INDEPENDENT! yeah right.. miss Malaysia so much after some talks in Twitter.

BTW, i havent tell u guys bout my birthday celebration last week, right? Nothing much happened though~ But my sweet sister made me sushi the night before and my sweet housemates cooked lots of dishes~ i didn't tell u but love u girls soo much~ hohoho~ and thanks to those who came during the night~ Iha, Ad, Eifa n Aisyah~♥

.stress.

i'm freakin STRESS! there's a lot of things going on in my mind lately. Seriously. They just came in a whole bunch at the same time and refused to get out by their own without having me to solve each one of them. My friends told me that i think too hard over a small matter which is very true.. i dont know which matter is my top priority n i put the wrong one to the first level which add up my probs. Why do i need to b stressed out with volley thingy? seriously if i think about this deeply..i ain't going nowhere. i'm not going to b a professional volleyballer.. i'm going to be a doctor! why isn't study in my first list? i might be having peptic ulcer if it's going on for such a long time

Such a weird stress. It gets me so hard with the thought that i'm not good with anything. Cause sometimes i have this, "study tak pandai, main volley tak pandai, nk wat kawan tak pandai, masak tak pandai, abis ape je yg ko pandai?". I have this "i want to be good at this and this" but when i failed, it kills me inside. Well, study n volley are not the only stress i have.. lots of other things actually like money, body weight, my dirty room n etc. But then, since i think about these things too much, i forget that i have someone that can help me. Why am i feeling sad when i got Allah to get help from?