.stress.

i'm freakin STRESS! there's a lot of things going on in my mind lately. Seriously. They just came in a whole bunch at the same time and refused to get out by their own without having me to solve each one of them. My friends told me that i think too hard over a small matter which is very true.. i dont know which matter is my top priority n i put the wrong one to the first level which add up my probs. Why do i need to b stressed out with volley thingy? seriously if i think about this deeply..i ain't going nowhere. i'm not going to b a professional volleyballer.. i'm going to be a doctor! why isn't study in my first list? i might be having peptic ulcer if it's going on for such a long time

Such a weird stress. It gets me so hard with the thought that i'm not good with anything. Cause sometimes i have this, "study tak pandai, main volley tak pandai, nk wat kawan tak pandai, masak tak pandai, abis ape je yg ko pandai?". I have this "i want to be good at this and this" but when i failed, it kills me inside. Well, study n volley are not the only stress i have.. lots of other things actually like money, body weight, my dirty room n etc. But then, since i think about these things too much, i forget that i have someone that can help me. Why am i feeling sad when i got Allah to get help from?