there are times when our hope falls down and they lift it up though they are not even sure.
there are times when we cry hard and they come to ease our heart.
there are also times when they hurt us. but who are we to be hurt when we sometimes hurt them too?
i don't have any best friends. but i have lots of friends throughout my life. almost all of them are made from school. primary school, secondary school, high school, university. but then when we graduated so do some of our friendships. we went to different schools..different universities. they say, a best friend is a friend when you share everything about how you feel..how you have been..who is your crush..secrets..a place for you to cry to..and count on to. when we go down the list, then my family is my bestfriend. they know everything about me and sometimes the things that i don't know myself. so, when my friends trying to hide who my crush was infront of my sis, i laughed to myself. of course she knew. i knew her crush too. even my whole family knew where he lived. far far away~ you can cut your friendship's bond but not your family's.
to be a comrade like Naruto is surely difficult. he risks his own life for his friends. he chases after Sasuke non-stop though he knows how Sasuke had become and tries to change him back. i know it is just some freakin anime but the moral value is good for me to take in. i admit that i did cry watching this anime~ haha. we hardly heard about a friend willing to sacrifice his/her life for a dear friend. it happened but not as much. am i willing to? well, it's too much to ask this but if something happen i do want to take care of them. i'm not a good friend myself.
i don't meddle in their problem. scared much? nope. it is for them to solve. i can only be by their side and cheer on. but if they didn't want to help themselves nobody could. seriously nobody. it all comes from you! if you think u cant do it..you CAN'T do it. if you can..then you CAN. simple as that. u can't do this test, u expect you can pass the next one? think twice. don't go around and tell 'he/she made me like this'..'i'm not happy because of him/her'. you know what. YOU made yourselves like this. your not happy because of YOURSELF. change the way you think.
Haha! how did i drag about 'friends' to 'how to be happy'. well, i meant the last paragraph to you who read this. a book by Andrew Matthews about "follow your heart" really changed my vision of seeing things.
To my friends out there.. just because i said i don't have bestfriends, u don't go and feel awkward around me cause u've considered me as one. this is the way i am. i don't know what is bestfriend and i doubt any person will read this to the end cause it is so damn long.. =.="
Sekian
