.niji.

niji is rainbow in Japanese. it was sung by Aqua Timez as an OST for Gokusen. can't remember which one but yeah, i like the meaning behind this song. it tells us to keep running to achieve our own dreams. だいじおうぶ　だよ。。みあげれば　もう。。ぼくら　を　はしらせるんだ！

English translation:
It's alright, if you look up it's already there
It's alright, look, it's a rainbow bridge
We can finally laugh beneath the same sky

When I retie my shoelaces, the wind presses at our backs
Let's draw out the continuation to that dream, beyond the light that the sky spills down
The left part of my chest pounds fast, expectations and anxiety beating out my pulse
I wonder if it will really be alright? I wonder if we'll be able to overcome everything?

It's alright, if you look up it's already there
It's alright, look, it's a rainbow bridge
When you stop crying, it spans the sky
Hey, you can see it right? Way over there
I can see it too, just the same as you
Our two skies will now become one
We can finally laugh beneath the same sky

We were born with our own separate skies, skies that project our memories
You have your own story, and tears that I know nothing of
You may have been trying when I laughed
There are happiness's that are similar, but there's definitely no sadness's that are alike

Adding a border to the future with "a promise", I decorate with words
You certainly were wanting a certain tomorrow more than anyone else

Like one of the changing seasons
Sad times remain sad
Don't hurry happiness along
It's alright, I'm right here
It's alright, I'm not going anywhere
When I start running again, I'll be with you

"Will that bridge span out in a world without tears?"
Graffiti carved into a wall really resembled someone's writing
Keeping sadness at a distance, you tried to it with a bridge
But now I throw aside my umbrella and close my eyes

It's alright

It's alright, if you look up it's already there
It's alright, look, it's a rainbow bridge
In the sky of you, who is done crying
Hey, you can see it right? In such vivid colors
I can see it too, just the same as you
A rainbow called "a bond" has spanned across the sky
And
Our two skies will finally, finally become one
And make us run again


P/S: my studies are getting harder...i need to study everyday so that i will remember everything permanently. Well, of course, that's not me! i just have to push myself harder! 
P/S: am gaining weight!! damn....i hate this dem extra useless fat!
P/S: May Allah bless you..

.rain.

not that superstar heart-throb BI RAIN~ it's rain! as in water/liquid that falls from the sky~ yup, it's raining today..just when i thought summer's coming..rain fell down..i wore one layer of cloth during the class (since i thought it would be sunny)... aish...i hate to write a long post...so, THE CONCLUSION is.....it's very COLD and my clothes that i just washed yesterday are ALL wet!!! tata~

.so-rajin-huh-updating-blog.

HI!! again.. hehe~ So..today was................great? XD! My new classmates were quite active this morning!~ i like the fact that we actually DISCUSS among ourselves bout the medic thingy without much help from the doctor (well, he always there to help us)~ everything's going to be great during that period as long as they don't ask me questions~ The thing is, i think my English is not good...is not good enough compared to others. I can read, i can write but i can't speak spontaneously. while speaking in English, thousands of English words are lingering in my mind.. which words should i use? is my grammar right? what if they don't understand wat i'm saying? And i will end up to be some kind of girl who tends to talk gibberish English. I'm a shy girl in nature. i don't talk to people who i'm not close to and i had a lot of awkward moments before. BUT i seriously wanna change myself to a better person this year. A more confidence person. And it takes a lot of thinking. Last but not least, i don't really like talking bout myself in this blog. So, i'm gonna stop all of these nonsense right here! KKEUT! XD!

*currently listening to AJ - Dancing Shoes~ an old song before Gikwang joined BEAST~

.class-had-started.

yay~ class has started! errkk...is that a sarcasm? heheh~ Seniors said Sem 4 is going to be a hellish sem.. Well, i  totally agreed to that statement! Even for the first week, my head was spinning like crazy watching all those complicated things! Too many things to remember! but yet very interesting!~ Look at the brain! Whoa! from a tiny tube it can grow HUGE together with its friend so called the spinal cord~ and the mysterious nerve cells! it works beautifully with the electricity element! ok..stop! i don't know what else to write..hehe..

So last night (Malaysia time), SuShow3 was held in Bukit Jalil Stadium. You don't know how envious i was towards every ELFs who went there! i got excited just by reading the tweets from them! (yeah..i was updated via twitter..so wat) The boys were sure naughty and hyperactive! (based on the fancams~) I dunno if it's true or not but i read somewhere Donghae, Sungmin, Kyunhyun and etc. kinda liked a girl during the concert. They continuously looked at the girl and i was informed that the girls was quite a beauty.. eerrkk...that was...what should i say...lucky? or did i got my face spit on? hehe~ let say the story IS true...dem i wanna be that girl..but i'm not that beautiful to be her~ i'm cute though~ BTW! i was in Egypt on BOTH SuShow2 and Sushow3 in Malaysia! (there's not SuShow1 fyi) because of this reason, i got really frustrated..in 100% agony mode.. i really hope that i'll be able to go to SuShow4! though there's high possibility that my bias Leeteuk isn't going to be there..well i got my second bias too~ hehehe~


P/S: I hope earth will get healthier...

*currently listening to "Before u Go" by DBSK

.SS3.

i know..i know...my previous post was like about how sad i was watching at the news, videos and etc bout tsunami at Japan and other countries... BUT I CAN'T HIDE MY FEELINGS BOUT SS3!! why...why...why must they come to Malaysia when i'm not even there? both SS2 and SS3! it broke my heart to pieces.. *cries while rolling*

.hai.

it's sad to see some natural disasters occur in some countries.. i really hope my Malaysia won't be affected by these things. What we have to do is pray to Allah that everything's gonna be alright.. Condolence to those who had lost their family members.. it must be hard for them right now.. Japan.. i always love that country despite the history during World War 2 when they conquered Tanah Melayu once. There must be a reason behind of what is happening right now.

P/S: Kiamat dah nak dekat...

.back.

i'm back to Al-Mansurah, Egypt for about a week now.. Class has been postponed (again) to 12th March.. big sigh.. if i knew it earlier, right now, i should have been in Malaysia instead of here.. so, i had jailbroken my iPod~ yay! too many games i've downloaded and now i'm anxious.. scared that i might not study because of too much entertainment. hoho~

p/s: whose kittens are those?? 5 of them.. period of stay -> 6days~ we named them as Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu, Yunho and Changmin because there are 5 of them with 3 whites (JYJ) and 2 browns (HoMin)~ hehehe~
Kawaiiii~~ (>.<)